Life was unreliable, when death, pain and sorrow drops on our heads and rotten our existence, but it only gave the meaning to life. I also understand it... When I died.
Yes, death finally accepted me... I slept forever.
At the morning, the woman and everyone who saw the accident when they got to know that I am a criminal who killed one yesterday and one was badly injured... Leader was left alive and her father immediately sued at me at night and the whole army and cops were in search of one of the most dangerous lions or I say creature... of Vanile, of me.
The cops soon came to the road and investigated and got to know about the accident. They immediately went to the street to find me out.
And surprisingly, what the woman and driver couldn't find the cops found it in seconds.
I was lying on the wall in the same street where they all went to find me, but they couldn't somehow but cops did.
"... She's dead..." The cops stated by just looking at my face and other cops were shocked and immediately checked my heart beat and breathing rate.
But my body had became cold... I was actually dead, my heart had stopped beating, I was not breathing and I could give no response... I was actually dead.
The cops commanded, "The culprit is found dead! I repeat, the culprit is found dead!"
The cops picked up my body and the case was already closed. There was left nothing and ambulance came to pick up the body and check the state of the dead body and the road became normal in some times after gossips.
But suddenly I opened my eyes slowly and I was in a black background place where only I could see was black and I was sitting on a chair and putting my hands on my laps.
I felt like I had no control over my body... But actually, it was not even my body. I was in a body of a small girl who had no expression or reaction and just staring in front where there was nothing except darkness and black colour what only I could see.
Suddenly flashbacks started passing from the front screen.
"When I was born..."
Parents have to leave and disappeared forever, I couldn't even recall their faces. I never knew what my parents' status were that how they lived, but the day I was born, at the same day and attack launched which made me orphan in just a day. Moving more ahead, I grew as a daughter of a servant of a royal family and I also became a servant at 3 and started working. Slowly slowly, one by one, everyone was disappearing from the mansion with whom I was becoming a little bit attached to, mostly servants and new faces were coming in my eyes. Even the one servant who picked me up also disappeared in no time and I was alone once again.
But the royals, who owned the mansion never left their smiles and whenever I used to see them, they were always smiling. I tried to ask them about the servants disappearance, but before even I could complete my sentence, they would change the topic and whether give me a order politely or just ask something out of the topic, and slowly slowly I stopped trying to ask them.
It was strange... A screen appeared all of a sudden who was telling me about himself.
It was making me more confused now... What's actually happening? Is this my new life which I am living and now I remembered about my previous life where I died by the accident later?
Huh? He could also read my mind?
He is respectful...
And Java blushed with red cheeks and I took my face off with a sweat. He can still read!
My eyes widened by hearing this name which the guy called me--
And my eyes finally started opening... It was blurry and I could see some sunlight.
I woke up and rubbed my eyes and saw... I was in a wooden room which was just next to a huge tree and from the window, sunlight was coming and giving me greetings of the morning.
I yawned and stood, I had no bed but I used to sleep on the ground and I looked at my cupboard and there were only two more dresses of a maid and I was wearing a night costume.
I remembered that I was actually a maid and I am in a world where we have Dukes and I work for one of them.
I yawned again and went to get ready.
In the bathroom, I was just going to jump in the tub but suddenly I found a mirror and saw myself... I was actually looking like a child and I remembered, that I am now of 8 today...
I was having no confusion because I can recall about my last eight years of journey and I went to tub.
With thoughts, I asked myself, "... I also got memories of my previous life--"
Suddenly I recalled the end of my previous life and I thought about it for a while... But just ignored it.
'I am cursed... I didn't even deserved a proper death.'