I was thrown by the truck and it stopped immediately and the driver got out of the truck and ran to me.
My eyes were becoming blurry... I smiled, that yes, finally I am going to die. There's nothing beyond death and even if there's a void, it will be more tasty then the sour reality that I lost my parents, I have nothing to live for and I just want to die.
The woman ran to me with her baby and the driver picked up my head and kept on his shoulders.
The woman sat with a panic and started shaking me and muttered, "Hey!!! You can't die so easily! Be brave and strong!!!"
I smiled, with a smile of satisfaction that finally someone else is caring about me, even if it's late, but it was satisfying.
"I... I just want to die..."
"How can you even say that?!!!!!" The woman bellowed with shaking my body by holding my shoulders and my eyes widened.
My vision became normal and I guess... I am not going to die... My all body parts and senses were working perfectly and I was mad on myself.
I realised that I am the most unluckiest person ever on earth, no, in the whole world, I thought with tearful eyes, '... I... I didn't even recieved death... Is this my faith... Even death refused me and left me to live a more hellish world?... I will go to hospital... and then I will be behind the bars forever...?'
"Hey!!! Can you listen me?!!!"
I pushed the woman aside and sat, shocking everyone that how I even managed to wake up, I also didn't knew.
My forehead had started bleeding again and my face was covered with blood but still I stood.
"Hey..." The driver murmured, "You should lie down for now--"
"No... I have to go." And I started walking away with a limp and holding my broken right arm by my left hand. I was not even in a condition to sit but still I walked.
"Hey!" The woman called me which I ignored, "You shouldn't do that!"
"I know what should I do and what should I not."
"Hey! But--"
"No, thanks for your asking. But I don't need any help... I am fine."
And I walked away to a thin street and everyone was shocked that I was still manage to walk now matter what and everyone was left confused.
"... Should we follow her and take her to hospital?" The driver asked and the woman gulped, she was blessed that someone saved her and her child but it will be a sin if she didn't helped me out and she ran to the thin street.
The driver gave a sigh because he was a little bit late but he can't leave me until ambulance or police comes and with some more citizens, they also went to the the thin street.
The woman with her baby in her hands ran to find me but suddenly stopped with a shock... The street has ended with a wall in front and there was no way that someone could easily climb and pass by the wall especially in my condition... And she was left with confusion.
Others also came and the same faces appeared, they were also shocked and confused.
But... I was actually in the same street and walking ahead, no one passed by...
But the woman and the others saw me going to the one and only street which had no other direction, it was a straight path.
But whatever, I didn't wanted anyone to snatch me to hospital so I didn't turned back.
My stomach was aching at the worst and I lost having strength to walk and I couldn't walk anymore.
My arms, legs, even my head was paining like hell and I finally sat on the ground by the support of a wall and looked at the sky.
The sky was looking pretty, stars were blinking like telling me to see somewhere but there appeared no moon which made smile.
"... Moon also refused me to show her beauty..."
"That's not like that."
And I was shocked by hearing a voice from someone next to me and there was a guy with white hair sitting just next to me.
"And why do we need moon if you are here?" The guy said which surprised me.
I was in such a bad situation but he is flirting me? And so I laughed loudly.
"... You are a funny guy..."
"All thanks to you... Yung."
"Now who is Yung?"
The guy with a smile stated, "It is you, you are Yung."
And I was shocked, when did my parents made my second name?!-- Wait a minute, I don't know this guy so how can I believe in him?
"I am Vanile, not Yung."
"You are Yung, whether you accept it or not."
I became angry and bellowed, "What do you mean?! I am Vanile, not Yung!"
"Uh, you don't have memories of your past life so you don't know."
"Huh?" I was confused... What did he said?
"Never mind that, tell me, how's your life?"
And it was my first time that someone is asking me about my life... And I smiled with knowing that he doesn't knows about it at all.
"It must be better than yours."
And he looked at me which th a surprised face.
"I just lost my parents and now I wanted to die... But truck kun also refused to kill me." And I laughed.
He smiled, "No, my life is more painful... When you left the world and also left me."
It was now making me more confused, "... You are becoming flirty."
And he smiled again and replied, "Of course I will do because in my previous life I couldn't, you used to beat me whenever I tried."
And my eyes were left widened... But suddenly I laughed, I laughed loudly on his joke.
And he looked at me with a smile of satisfaction.
Even if I didn't knew who is he and I just met him a few minutes ago... He became someone close to me and I was feeling comfortable with him.
The night was long and I passed it by talking with the gentleman all the time.
Finally... The sky became dark blue... It was early morning and I hadn't slept yet, and now my eyes started feeling heavy and sleepy.
My head fell on his shoulder and I asked last thing from him, "... What's your name by the way?"
He smiled again and held my chin... But I guess was asleep till that time and he said, "It doesn't matter... But... You are welcome to The Wars of struggle... Yung."
And he suddenly kissed me.