" I don't know what yo talking about." I respond confused.
"Someone said they saw you and him in the boys upstairs toilet." she said and everyone gasped.
We are currently in Perseverance's room, disusing what happened and what did not happen. Until Bella barged in and asked that. Everyone is now looking at me as if I had killed someone. Their eyes held judgement over them and I couldn't help but feel ashamed of my actions.
I know me and perseverance aren't friend but that doesn't mean I will pass on an opportunity to find good gossip. For future references that is. Plus that argument was because of Sean and I am not gonna get into a fight with a girl for a boy. They aren't worth it. So here I am.
"Look nothing happened." I say trying to defend myself.
"That's not what I was told." she deadpanned.
"Look, I don't know what you were told and by who. But nothing happened and I would appreciate it if you would leave it at that." I said trying to end the topic. I do not appreciate when people assume things asked on what other people told them. It's spreading lies tfa you have to evidence towards
"Loverina, I don't want anything happening to you."she said in a caring tone. "And tell us what happened so that we could protect you or defend your name." she said.
The real reason why she said that is because she wants to know what happened. Bella is in Grade 11. More like a sophomore and this is her second last year.
"I appreciate your concern Bella but you don't have to worry about me." with that being said, I stood up from the bed I was sitting on and went to my room.
Nothing good comes out of judgemental girls who do nothing but gossip about other people.
When I got to my room, I changed and wore my pajama. I laid on the bed and couldn't help but think about what happened.
*Flash back*
I went to George and asked if he had any booze(alcohol)
He said he would come back for me in a few minutes. After he left I was about to walk back to where Samantha was as I came with her to he party. I met Nelly and she offered what she was drinking. I took it and tasted it. Tasted like energy drink and I took more than a sip. As it went down my throat, it burned and that's when I realised it was booze.
After that, I went to look for Samantha but I saw Sean dancing with Molly. I wouldn't describe the dance as grinding but it was really close. Things never really change.
Molly arrived this week about the same time as Sean. Since I realised he arrived about a week or so late. She is friendly and stays at the girls hostel.
I turned around thinking maybe some fresh air would help but I bumped into George.
"You said you wanted some booze?" he ask. Before I could respond he continued. "Come on, I will get it for you." with that being said, he pulled me to the direction of the gate. At some point we turned around when we saw a few teachers coming our way and headed upstairs. He left me next to the boys toilet saying he was going to get something.
Being the curious person I was, I entered the toilets wanting to see what were the difference between theirs and ours. It was dark enough to not see the full details but I saw the outlines of what was in there.
As I was about to exit after satisfying my curiosity, George returned and after a few questions and unsure motives, I found myself in one of the stalls in the toilets.
We had a small conversation and it need with him kissing. I responded to the kiss. Few seconds, his hand started going to places I didn't fell comfortable with.
That made me realise what I was doing and where I was. I pushed him. Not forgetting to tell him how of a mistake was. I left and went back to the party.
*End of flashback*
I still cant believe something like that happened. Honestly, I wouldn't have minded if it was Sean. But that wont change the fact that people think something between me and George happened.
I wonder what they are saying about me. Or what they think happened between me and him. But one thing I know for sure is I am not going to take their talks to heart because they always talk.
I just hope its not something despicable like having sex. At this point, I should take this as a sign that I should not attend any school function. Avoiding drama us far more better.
Instead of worrying about what people are saying, I should focus on myself and homework. With that, I do my homework and sleep a few hours later.
"Loverina Wesley" calls out Karen the moment she sees me at school in the morning. I was on my way to put my bag at English when she decided to grace me with her presence.
"Karen, what do you want?" I ask her irritated. Nothing good comes out of this girls mouth.
"Sean left you and you went to his friend? I didn't know you were like that." She says mockingly
"And I didn't know you liked gossip. Especially the ones that haven't been confirmed." I say walking past her.
"There us a party next week. You should come. It will be fun. Maybe this time around you will be kidding Sean. After all, you seem obsessed."
"And you seem obsessed about people's business " I tell her rounding a corner. She is annoying. And I knew about the party and I am not going to it.
Tis whole week will be busy with tests and homeworks and studying and I don't want to waste my time at parties
Not only do I have to catch up in English cause I am never pay attention, I have to learn a whole new language from scratch.