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(Maria's POV)
I never imagined I would go back to being a child, specifically the child I was in my first life back on Earth, where I had another name, another identity, and I couldn't even remember my two other lives after that… Or well, technically only one life, but it feel like two most of the time because of the memory wipe I got when I went from living Maria to ghost Maria.
Hence, it creates this weird sensation where it feels like I had three lives, my life on Earth, the Maria I was back on Yggdrasil as a spoiled noble lady, and then the Ghost I am now, which originally didn't have living Maria's memories yet, but that I've now regained.
It feels like my life, and death, have been quite the mess, and so convoluted that I wouldn't blame anybody if they thought it was just incomprehensible. But I believe my daughter Nyx understood it a bit better after everything.
