I sat there looking at the television blankly nothing was appealing to watch, my life is so boring I wish I had a social life.
I wish I had friends my age I could consider Zion my friend I guess rowan seems nice also sage seems like a very fun person and Hayden hates me for no reason.
Sometimes I wish I had a sibling one at least it would have been less boring for me.
Growing up I never really had friends
My age, back in England.
I could consider Mr Ben who lives right across the street opposite to ours but he was 85 and I was 8.
Or Mrs Smith who works in the bakery she makes the best bread ever but she died when I was 7 years old I cried for a week she was my only friend before I later met Mr Ben.
I really don't remember much about myself if I'm to be honest I feel like a part of me is missing.
My dad was the only person I could call my best friend after my mum death but I guess not anymore.
I was really looking forward to our father and daughter day but here I am living my dream life.
Ughhhhhh I hate my Life, maybe I could call zion to hang out, no no bad idea. Why would he want to hang out with me when I always do turn down is hangout offer.
Sometimes I feel like I overthink everything.
Oh Xavier, I kind of miss his presence
"Oh so you miss me huh"
I turned around and saw Xavier standing close to the kitchen door smirking at me.
"Please tell me I didn't say that out loud"
"Of course you did"
Way to go limah you succeeded in making a fool out of your self I mentally scolded myself.
"What are you smiling about"
"Uhmm nothing you just cute when you blush" Xavier replied still smiling so widely.
Making me cringe but In a good way
Seeing him smiling like that is causing weird feeling inside of me I love his smile, the way his dimples looks so perfect when he smiles.
Oh God please i'm not falling for a ghost, I prayed silently.
"So what are you doing here" I asked trying to push away that though off my mind
"So what are you watching" Xavier asked back sitting down beside me on the couch.
"Nothing" I replied quite harshly than I intended to.
He kissed me and run off for almost a week and now acting as if nothing happened.
"Uhmm limah"
I heard Xavier call out.
"Yeah"
"I'm sorry okay I didn't mean to kiss you"
"I don't know what came over me maybe I was just cut up in the moment" Xavier continued
"I didn't kiss you cause I wanted to"
Ouch, I don't know why what he is saying hurts.
But I hope whatever I think i'm feeling I get over it soon.
"So are we cool" Xavier asked.
"Yh of course"
"Why not"
"Not as if I kissed you back in the first place"
"Yh we cool" I was becoming a really blabbering mess by now.
"Hey Limah calm" Xavier said looking at me strangely
"Are you sure we are cool" he added
"Yh" I replied quite too fast.
Wow i'm surprised I didn't bite my tongue off.
"Uhmm alright so" Xavier asked.
Oh gosh he didn't kiss me cause he wanted to I scoffed at the thought of that.
Not as if I wanted to kiss those stupid beautiful lips in the first place.
"What are you frowning about" I heard Xavier ask
"Non of your business" I blurted out before I could stop myself
"Hmm ok you seem moody today"
"Are you still annoyed about not being able to you know spend the day with your dad" he added.
"How the heck do you know that".
"Were you eavesdropping on me and my dad conversation"
"That's rude how come I didn't see you huh"
"Just because you are a ghost you shouldn't use that as an advantage, sneaking in people privacy" I added eyeing him slightly.
"Woah woah limah calm down"
"I didn't do that" Xavier added.
"Then how come do you know about our so called father and daughter day huh" I asked glaring at him
"You were speaking your thoughts out loud" Xavier said looking at me weirdly.
"You know you always doing that" he added trying to make a point
"Oh listening to peoples thought is also rude"l said
I know I was being childish right now but I don't care
"You can't call them thoughts if they are spoken out loud" Xavier said giving me that look.
"Hey don't give me that look" I said.
"What look" Xavier asked.
"That you sound stupid look" I said.
"Oh are, you" Xavier asked.
"Oh gosh you are so mean"
"You are the meanest ghost I have ever met" I added.
"Oh really"
"So how many have you met" Xavier asked?.
"Whatever you are so annoying"
"Okay okay i'm sorry" Xavier said laughing.
"What's funny"
"Nothing really" Xavier said still smiling.
"Then why were you laughing" I asked.
"You look cute when you are mad" Xavier said smirking.
"Oh thanks I guess" I said blushing.
"You look like a angry kitten when you are mad"
"You remind me of my cat" Xavier added.
"Oh were is your cat"
"Don't tell me your cat is also a ghost" I asked grinning.
"Nah of course" Xavier said chuckling slightly.
"My cat is dead my brother killed it"Xavier said frowning suddenly.
"Oh I'm so sorry" I said.
"Never mind I don't wanna talk about it" Xavier said with an unreadable expression what up with Xavier and his mood swings.
I can see Xavier past is always a triggering subject for him.
I don't know what happened to Xavier in the past but I really want to know
I wish he would just open up to me.
But I am sure about one thing Xavier and zion are connected in some way having the same surname can be a coincidence but Xavier reaction Everytime when zion is involved is not.
"What do you think" I heard Xavier say.
"Huh"
"Are you talking to me"
"Yh I said since your dad is not around for your father and daughter day"
"Why don't we have our own Xavier and limah day" Xavier added.
"Uhmm alright sure"
"We should watch a movie" I guess
"I adjusted properly in my sit scooting a little closer to Xavier.
"Awww you could have just tell me you wanted to cuddle"Xavier said smirking.
"In your dreams" I said smiling slightly.
"You can rest your head on my shoulder if you want to"
"They are quite comfortable" Xavier added
"Hmm are you sure"
"You sure you don't mind" I added.
"Nah come on"
I hesitated before resting my head on Xavier shoulder and it turned out to be really comfortable.
"Comfortable huh"
"Oh shut up" I said blushing.
I was surprised when Xavier wrapped his arm around me.
I was not really interested in whatsoever we were watching but Xavier was laughing really hard.
It was a comedy movie actually Xavier picked it himself.
I shifted closer to Xavier and he responded by tightening his hold on me.
I closed my eyes with a smile on my face and a tingling sensation in my stomach, and a warmth I had always longed for.