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Chapter 4 - Almost, Always

The thing about second chances?

They're fragile.

You don't get to barrel through them like a party on a Saturday night. You tread carefully, as if each word, each look, each held breath might tilt the whole thing off balance.

And for once, Talia Quinn wasn't stomping through life in her usual combat boots. She was walking lightly—around Ezra Lane, around her own feelings, around the memories that still haunted her like ghosts in a too-small apartment.

It had been a week since the kiss.

Seven days since Ezra left her doorway with a promise and a shy smile. Since Talia started checking her phone more often than she wanted to admit. Since she stopped going to parties, not because she was avoiding anyone—but because she didn't want to miss his texts.

Their conversations now came in gentle bursts:

 "Sleepy. Did you remember our quiz today?"

 "Barely. But I remembered you hate decaf."

 "Study date tomorrow?"

No labels. No declarations.

Just something quiet building beneath the surface, like water warming before it boils.

They fell into a rhythm.

On Tuesdays and Thursdays, they shared coffee and studied after class. Ezra always brought his neatly highlighted notes. Talia brought sarcasm and snacks. Together, somehow, it worked.

On one particular Thursday, Talia walked into the library to find Ezra already waiting, his hoodie draped over the chair beside him like he was saving her a place—not just at the table, but in his life.

She sat down, tossed a granola bar his way. "So, what are we learning today, Professor?"

Ezra smirked. "Well, Professor Quinn, today we dissect the wonders of the renal system."

Talia groaned. "Ah yes, the glamorous world of pee."

He laughed, and the sound did something to her chest—tugged at something she didn't have a name for yet.

An hour in, she caught herself watching him instead of the slides. The way he tucked his hair behind his ears when he was focused. The soft crease in his brows when something didn't add up. The way he chewed the inside of his cheek when she got an answer right, like he was proud but didn't want to say it out loud.

"Hey," he said suddenly, without looking up from his notes. "There's this med charity event on Saturday. Student-run. Health screenings, free check-ups for low-income families. Thought I'd go. You wanna come?"

Talia blinked. "You're inviting me to volunteer? On a Saturday?"

"It's not a party," he said, smirking. "But there's free pizza."

She rolled her eyes. "How romantic."

"Just say yes."

She paused, then said, "Okay."

And for a second, Ezra's eyes lit up like she'd agreed to something much bigger than a free clinic.

Saturday came with drizzle and bad coffee, but Talia showed up anyway—tied hair, hoodie over a black tank top, stethoscope she barely knew how to use.

Ezra waved from under the white tent, clipboard in hand. He looked annoyingly adorable, as usual. Talia felt absurdly underqualified next to him.

"Remind me why I agreed to this again?" she asked.

"Because deep down, you care more than you pretend to."

She stuck out her tongue at him, but she didn't argue.

They spent the day checking vitals, guiding patients, answering questions. Talia surprised herself—she liked being helpful. Liked the quiet thanks from tired mothers, the way Ezra lit up when he spoke to kids. He was patient, kind, good. The kind of good that didn't announce itself -it just was.

She found herself staring at him again during their break, as he laughed with an old woman who thought he looked like her grandson. Talia watched the way he treated people. Like they mattered. Like they weren't just checkboxes on a chart.

And it hit her.

She was falling for him again.

Harder this time.

Maybe for real.

That night, they walked home in the misty quiet of the early evening.

Talia tucked her hands into her jacket pockets. "You were kind of amazing today."

Ezra glanced at her. "You were, too."

"Don't lie."

"I'm not. You were calm. You listened. You didn't even swear in front of children."

She laughed. "Miraculous."

They stopped outside her building. Same spot where he'd kissed her. Same spot where everything had almost fallen apart.

"Do you ever think about what we are?" she asked suddenly.

Ezra looked up. "All the time."

She swallowed. "And?"

"I think we're almost something."

Her breath caught. "Almost?"

"Yeah. Almost there. Almost ready. Almost real."

Talia's heart thudded. She hated "almost." It felt too much like a maybe. Like a maybe-not.

"Why not just be something?" she whispered.

Ezra hesitated, stepping closer. His voice was barely audible. "Because I don't want to be another temporary thing in your life. I want to be sure. I want you to be sure."

She didn't know what to say to that.

Because she wasn't sure of anything—except maybe the way her chest ached when he looked at her like that.

So she did the only thing she could.

She kissed him.

And this time, it wasn't soft. It wasn't careful. It was all the things they hadn't said. All the pages left unread between them. All the fear and fury and longing.

When they pulled apart, both breathless, Ezra stared at her like she'd rearranged gravity.

"Okay," she said. "Maybe I'm not sure of everything. But I'm sure of this. Of you."

His hand found hers.

And for once, she didn't pull away.

But life isn't linear. Love doesn't follow clinical steps or textbook definitions.

And even though that night felt like a chapter turned, somewhere between the stars and the silence, Talia knew—

Almost still had a way of falling apart.

But maybe, just maybe, they were learning how to hold on.

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