i will not fix anything at all this that happen happen and in my head people don't stay dead and some time the story or thought going though my head are dark sick and might make me a monster but i could car less about what you think i tell you this now i been in my head sense i was like four .
when i was little i had little to know awareness and i forget thing i just thought seconded ago but i still tolled story in my head and nothing else most of my young life was shitty .
when i was little i scared that shit out of my self waking home and say my name in my head this is one of the time i gain an consequence .
i also tell my self story to make my self go to sleep and it take hour .
i think the reason this happen is i had no father figure, little to no food,mostly homeless ,no empathy mother a drug addict, and not taken care of my self and me and my brother had little supervision, by the time i got to third gradd i could barly read a kidergaren book and i had all f .
even thouge life gotton better with a new famliy i still think alot in my head .