14 march 2005 , The air seem warm and very peaceful .No one will expect the messy situations everyone will face after 2018 ,But there type of person always question everything like him.
"what the purpose of my existence?Do god exist ? " His voice seem hurt ,yet there nothing happen to him at all, except the uncontrollable thought about his existence.
The air is bit cold, In his perspective..there someone appear beside him "Ryiaki , Why you keep having that's look? " The tone is very concerning, Like always. That's how other people always say to us , To those with thoughtful gaze and expression.. But that's just how human is , always want to be notice like they really care about someone else situation.
"Nothing.." that's all Ryiaki can utter toward the only person ever seem to care about his wellbeing .
The answer make the person sigh 'what a difficult person' thought Jeanne, But she also know how complicated human can be .In past many people's call her saint ,yet the burn her alive like witch with cursed. But had she ever hate them ? Maybe she did ,or maybe not ..She is just nothing more than soul ,that's materialize because of Ryiaki overwhelm psychic that's seem to affect even time and space.
Ryiaki look at Jeanne ,his gaze seems to show sympathy..That's night ,when he fall into completely chaos state and by mere coincidence or fate . He hear voice " Why..? " out nowhere, beyond time and space . Since he was in chaos state at that's time ,his mind power seem to pull Jeanne soul from the past unconsciously.
Although, 4 month already past after that unexpected accident. Ryiaki still appear hesitate to accept someone else in his life , He do believe human need connection.
But from the beginning, he never seem to appear normal like everyone else. The ability to pull soul from past already make his question if god really do exist or not ,If he does exist ...why he didn't prevent Jeanne accident?? Seem prideful to question what's god did and do , But at least that's show he still human deep .
(Author note: This is where I want to show ..human always do question on everything, And even when they got everything...they still keep asking or question toward what's god did or will do)
The afternoon light reach archeus face,while Jeanne take sit beside him and rest her hand on his hand, There no hidden intention..She just hope Ryiaki to finally open his self to her.
Her touch feel warm yet in normal person perspective,there no one else beside him ..Only ryiaki ,alone at his balcony. But to ryiaki vision,he do see her and he do feel her touch.
"why you do seem to care about me so much ? " Ryiaki finally break the silence with his question, yet his tone still gentle as ever.
Jeanne with warm smile on her face " You finally choose to have conversation with me" say her in good atmosphere " about your question,maybe that's how I am.. Always care about other before my wellbeing" yet ryiaki can see what's she answer is very honest .
In the end , He finally smile ..Maybe that's where he start to open himself, or maybe that's where he finally accept Jeanne existence in his own life