She runs.
Limps to be precise. Each step jerks through her, one boot dragging, one hand pressed to her ribs, blood seeping through the fabric in slow, glistening threads.
She's ruined.
Glorious.
I let her go.
This is not a mercy. I don't possess that particular flaw. No, I let her go because I want to see how far she'll get. What she'd do with freedom once I handed it back, scratched and dented, like the rest of her.
She doesn't look back.
I watch until she's swallowed by shadow, the alley behind her folding her secrets away. The air still reeks of rot and ozone, the aftershock of power used too close to the skin.
I'm impressed. Anyone else would have crumpled. Collapsed as does everything else touched by me. I've unmade kings with less effort than it took to brush her collarbone. But her pulse had quickened, not slowed. Her body had flushed. Her breath had stuttered, and she looked at me because she wanted to bite, not beg.
It's been a long time since I've wanted to break something.
I glance down at the place where the creature dissolved, black tar still sizzling softly in the cracks. My reflection stares back. Suited and unbothered.
Something in me itches. Her blood didn't burn, my touch didn't take, her scream never came. She's a question with no history. And I hate questions.
I press two fingers to my wrist.
The world folds open for me and I step through, back into the silence of my estate.
Estate is a generous word. Mausoleum would be closer. A shrine built to the absence of life, marble and glass and rooms too vast to echo. The walls are bare, save for the shadows that know better than to mimic me. The lights don't flicker. They don't dare.
Here, I am not a man. I am what comes after.
I cross the atrium, shoes silent on obsidian tile, and pass beneath the ribcage of a chandelier made from the bones of a drowned cathedral. The air is still. Always is. Not the peace of rest, but the pressure of pause. The kind that comes just before a scream.
Behind a blank section of wall, I stop. No handle or seam. Just a slab of black stone that remembers me.
I press my palm against it.
The door opens with a sigh and the scent of dust and thunder. Beyond it: a realm. A space that doesn't exist on any map man could draw, and it's all mine.
As I step inside, the library breathes.
It is vast, infinite in the way of gods and voids. The floor beneath me is glass, but beneath that, there is nothing, only starlight and ruin. Shelves rise from the dark, spiraling up and up into a ceiling that doesn't exist. Some float, untethered. Some twist. Some whisper.
The books murmur in recognition when I pass.
They know me.
I trail my hand along the spines of a leather-bound tomes, bound in languages dead before language began. I keep up my pace, searching and stroking, waiting for anything to reach out to me.
The shelves quiet as I near the end of the aisle, a court of whispering mouths snapping shut all at once. There is a stillness in this wing of the library, deeper than silence.
I feel it before I see it. Tucked behind another book, Its cover is plain, worn at the edges, unmarked save for a faint shimmer beneath the dust, a title it chose to forget. Reaching out, my fingers brush along its edge and it shudders.
Barely more than a twitch against my senses, but undeniable. The same frequency that ran beneath her skin when I touched her. That quiet thrum of something wrong wrapped in something impossible.
Ash.
The name cuts through me, I see her again, bloody, furious, deliciously untamed, and something in my chest tries to shift.
I ignore it.
I don't feel. Not truly. Not anymore. I remember what feelings used to taste like, but those bones have long been buried.
And yet…
There was something about the way she looked at me. Not prey, a threat.
I smile to myself, teeth sharp behind it. Let's see what the records say.
I draw it from the shelf.
It doesn't resist me. It responds.
The moment my fingers close around the spine, heat blooms beneath my cool skin. As I turn the book in my hand, the surface shifts, faint symbols bubbling to life beneath my touch, rising as bruises beneath her translucent flesh. And then, a name carves itself into existence across the cover.
The Null.
My grip tightens.
The Null are myth. Not in the soft way mortals use the word, but in the violent way only we understand: truths buried so deep the Planes themselves pretend they were never born. A lie agreed upon by every surviving god, whispered only in the dark corners of old tongues.
I open the book.
Its pages aren't paper. They breathe, the way ancient things do when disturbed. They rustle with heat and memory, and when I look down, the words have already arranged themselves.
The Null are unthreaded. Unanchored. Untouched by fate. Immune to death's claim and deaf to life's call. They are not born. They are made. Always from collapse. Always in secret.
They are the consequence.
A chill drips down the length of my spine, Ash isn't some errant soul slipped through my nets.
She's not a mistake.
She's a correction.
A scar forming over something far older.
I read on.
Nulls are catalysts. They do not walk the Planes unnoticed. They bring with them imbalance, entropy, war. They are drawn to great power and, when awakened, unravel it. They do not choose. They simply are.
I close the book with care, more reverent than I expect from myself. I feel it again, the faint echo of her heartbeat, too wild, too alive, and something in me coils tightly, sharp with need.
She doesn't know. She has no idea what she is. And I am going to be the one to show her.
Because I've watched kingdoms rise and fall. I've walked through rivers of blood and dined with dying stars. But I have never tasted a Null.
Not yet.
But soon.
I'm due a new pet.