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Chapter 22 - Growing Restless

The change came gradually, like storm clouds gathering beyond the horizon. Aetos had mastered every technique the temple taught, pushed boundaries no student his age should approach, and found depths of understanding that rivalled senior monks. At fifteen, he was running out of mountain to climb.

"Again," he muttered, completing the Hurricane Palm for the hundredth time that morning. The training dummy exploded into fragments, just like every other. No variation, no challenge, no growth.

"You're brooding," Daphne observed from where she practiced her forms.

"I'm practicing," Aetos corrected, though his heart wasn't in the denial.

"You're going through motions. There's a difference." She shaped air into a perfect sphere, held it, then let it dissipate, repeating the motion several time. "When did you last learn something truly new?"

Aetos opened his mouth to respond, then closed it. When had he last struggled with a technique? When had training been more than refinement of already-mastered skills?

"Master Zephyrus teaches me variations—"

"Of things you already know. When did you last fail at something? Really fail, not just take slightly longer to perfect?"

The answer hurt: not for months. Even Zephyr's Dance, which should have challenged him for years, had become comfortable. He could perform it blindfolded, in hurricane winds, while maintaining conversation. Where was the growth in that?

That afternoon, a merchant caravan arrived for blessing, and with it came something Aetos had been unconsciously seeking: stories of the wider world.

"Athens Academy is accepting applications," one merchant mentioned during the communal meal. "They say this year's competitions are the fiercest ever. Young pneuma warriors from across the Mediterranean, testing themselves against the best."

"Tell me more," Aetos leaned forward, food momentarily forgotten.

"Well, it's nothing like temple training," the merchant warned. "Pure competition. Students advance by defeating others, not by mastering forms. They say the top fighters can take on three opponents simultaneously."

"Three?" Markos scoffed. "That's just boasting."

But Aetos's mind raced. Real opponents, not practice dummies. Fighters with techniques he'd never seen, from traditions he'd only read about. Challenge. Growth. The unknown.

"What about Sparta?" he asked. "I've heard they train differently."

"Military efficiency," another trader supplied. "Less spiritual, more practical. They create soldiers, not monks. Effective but..." he glanced at the peaceful temple surroundings, "different priorities."

Aetos absorbed every word, pneuma sight reading the merchants' memories of cities filled with warriors, each pursuing mastery through different paths. The temple had given him foundation, but was foundation enough?

That evening, he sought out Brother Kyrios—an unusual choice, but the critical monk might offer perspective others wouldn't.

"You want my opinion on leaving?" Kyrios raised an eyebrow. "That's unexpected."

"You see clearly, even if harshly. I need clarity now."

Kyrios studied him with those perpetually disapproving eyes. "You've learned everything we can teach about air manipulation. Your pneuma control exceeds some masters. Your philosophical grounding is solid if unconventional. Yes, staying here would waste your potential."

"But?"

"But you're fifteen. Powerful, yes. Wise... perhaps. But still young, still untested against real opposition. The outside world won't coddle you like we have."

"Coddle?" Aetos bristled.

"What would you call it? You're fed extra portions without question. Given private lessons with our master. Allowed to modify sacred techniques to suit your preferences. The world won't be so accommodating."

The words stung because they held truth. "So you think I should stay?"

"I think you should go," Kyrios said, surprising them both. "Not because you're ready, but because you'll never be ready here. You need opposition that pushes back, challenges that can't be overcome with raw talent. You need to fail."

"You want me to fail?"

"I want you to grow. And growth requires struggle against actual resistance, not the loving opposition of teachers who secretly delight in your success."

Aetos left more unsettled than before. That night, restlessness drove him to the rooftops where he performed form after form, each perfect, each empty of challenge.

"Show me something new," he whispered to the wind. "Teach me what I don't know."

The wind responded with images—fragments carried from distant places. Warriors moving in patterns he didn't recognise. Techniques that used pneuma in ways the temple never taught. Battles where victory required more than individual excellence.

A visiting warrior arrived the next week, seeking sanctuary while recovering from injuries. Theron was a freelance mercenary, pneuma-trained but owing allegiance to no school. His scarred hands and cynical eyes spoke of real combat experience.

"Temple trained, eh?" Theron observed, watching Aetos practice. "Pretty forms. Probably work well in demonstrations."

"They work well in combat too," Aetos replied, trying not to sound defensive.

"Against other temple students, sure. But in real fights? When someone's trying to kill you, not score points? Different world, boy."

The dismissal rankled, but Aetos's pneuma sight read truth in the man's experience. He'd survived battles that left most dead. His pneuma bore scars of techniques Aetos didn't recognise—foreign methods that had nearly killed him.

"Teach me," Aetos asked impulsively.

"What?"

"You've seen real combat. Teach me what the temple doesn't."

Theron laughed harshly. "You couldn't afford my rates, boy. Besides, what I know isn't for monastery games. It's for killing and surviving. You sure you want that staining your pure little soul?"

"I want to be prepared for reality, not just ideals."

Something in Aetos's tone made Theron reconsider. Over the next days, between his recovery sessions, the mercenary shared hard-won wisdom.

"First rule: there are no rules. Honor is luxury for those who aren't dying. You fight to win, period."

"The temple teaches—"

"The temple teaches you to be good person. I'm teaching you to be living person. Different goals."

He demonstrated techniques that horrified and fascinated Aetos. Using pneuma to burst eardrums. Creating vacuum pockets in lungs. Targeting joints with precision that crippled without killing.

"This is... brutal," Aetos said after learning a particularly vicious counter.

"This is survival. Your pretty wind dances won't help when someone's got blade to your throat. These tricks might."

But it wasn't just techniques Theron taught. He spoke of different fighting philosophies across the Mediterranean. Egyptian pneuma warriors who combined element work with ancient curses. Persians who used group tactics that multiplied individual power. Northern barbarians who fought with such fury their pneuma burned like visible fire.

"The world is vast," Theron concluded on his last day. "Your temple is tiny bubble of peace in ocean of conflict. You want to stay in bubble? Safe choice. You want to test yourself against that ocean? Different path entirely."

After Theron left, Aetos couldn't settle back into routine. Every meditation felt constrained. Every sparring match seemed choreographed. He'd tasted possibility and found his current reality flavourless by comparison.

He began questioning every visiting monk and merchant, building mental map of the wider pneuma world. Each story added fuel to his restlessness. Tournaments where young warriors proved themselves. Secret techniques guarded by remote schools. Masters who'd pushed pneuma arts beyond anything in the temple's libraries.

"You're leaving, aren't you?" Daphne said one evening, finding him on his favorite perch.

"How did you—"

"Your pneuma has been screaming 'trapped' for weeks. Like wind forced through too small a space. Besides, you've stopped planning beyond next week. Sure sign someone's expecting change."

"I don't want to seem ungrateful—"

"Then don't be ungrateful. Be honest. The temple gave you everything it could. Now you need different teachers, different challenges. That's not betrayal—it's growth."

"Master Zephyrus will be disappointed."

"Master Zephyrus has been preparing for this day since you first climbed the temple walls. You think he couldn't see where your path led?"

They sat in comfortable silence, watching stars emerge. Finally, Daphne spoke again.

"Where will you go?"

"Athens first, I think. Test myself at the Academy. Then... wherever the wind suggests."

"The wind's been suggesting this for while, hasn't it?"

"Years," Aetos admitted. "But I wasn't ready to listen. Now..." He gestured at the vast world beyond their mountain. "Now I can't hear anything else."

His friends had sensed the change too. Markos challenged him to more sparring matches, trying to create memories before departure. Tomas asked for extra teaching sessions, absorbing what he could while Aetos remained. Even the younger students seemed to understand their favourite teacher was spreading wings too wide for the temple to contain.

Master Zephyrus finally addressed it directly during one of their private sessions.

"You've been distracted lately. Shall we discuss what weighs on your mind?"

"I..." Aetos struggled with words. How could he tell the man who'd been like a grandfather that his teachings were no longer enough?

"You need to leave," Zephyrus said simply. "I know. I've known for months. The only question is when and how."

"You're not angry?"

"Angry? My boy, I'd be angry if you stayed. We've given you roots—now you must grow branches. The temple was never meant to be your ending, only your beginning."

"But there's still so much I could learn here—"

"No," Zephyrus corrected gently. "There's much you could refine here. Learning requires new experiences, new perspectives, new challenges. When did you last truly struggle with a technique?"

"Brother Kyrios asked the same thing."

"Because we all see it. You're a eagle trying to convince yourself you're content in a dovecote. It dishonours both eagle and dove."

"When should I go?"

"When you're ready. But readiness isn't about mastering one more technique or reading one more text. It's about accepting that some lessons can only be learned through experience."

That night, Aetos dreamed of distant cities, foreign warriors, techniques that defied the temple's traditional approaches. The wind carried scents of places he'd never been, sounds of languages he'd yet to learn.

He woke knowing the truth: he wasn't growing restless. He'd been restless all along, temporarily satisfied by constant learning. Now that learning had slowed, his true nature emerged.

The storm-child needed new skies to explore, new challenges to face, new limits to discover and surpass. The temple had nurtured him from infant to young warrior. Now the warrior needed to test himself against the world.

Standing on the eastern wall as dawn broke, Aetos felt the wind tugging insistently southward. Toward Athens. Toward competition and conflict and growth through struggle.

"Soon," he promised the wind. "Very soon."

And for the first time in months, the restlessness eased. Not because he'd found peace, but because he'd acknowledged the truth: his time on the mountain was ending.

The eagle was ready to leave the nest.

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