Spilling doubts that never seem to end.
Like a quicksand that is filling up ur head.
You're always broken but I'm never any help.
Why do I bother when you keep sucking me dead.
My resolve's thinning
My sanity too.
I've tried to be helpful
Your turning me cruel.
Ur awful and weak
If that's what you think.
I could write a whole novel
Before you could blink,
Of all the hate comments you say
The ones i had to address almost everyday
Now I'm tired I'm stressed
Of leaving my problems unaddressed.
Your always the priority
Everyone else minority.
Well i'm sorry to burst your bubble,
We're all going through some struggles.
Still your selfish and so much that it hurts to see
The fact you never really cared for me
Though I was here for you when no one else was seen.
And now I really see why
The reason everyone flew away like flies.
Because with you, ur woes and ur cries
Are all you see and they've made u blind.
I've tried and tried and can't no more
It's time to agree your choosing to be torn.
I've given you options I've given you advice
Yet you seem to enjoy
Living so despised.
Well I was tired of trying and now tired of faking
That I could be helpful to those that are choosing or making
Their lives to be filled with rain and downpour
I can't help but pity what ignorance does to those who are sore
So hopefully you notice hopefully alls not lost
Because beaches still stay sandy even with waves ashore.
But if I choose to stay with you now a leech
I'm afraid I'd be lying about all I preach
I'd slowly and surely become all I dread
The one very person that chooses to stay where its dead.
So if you choose not to see your happiness
I'll choose to see mine
And i pray you learn that all that glitters cant be divine.