In the car heading to the military academy's entrance ceremony.
To calm my restless feelings, I kept stroking the medal on my military uniform's chest, which represented my rank.
Next to the small badge on my chest, a metal dog tag engraved with my name in this world, "Toudou Kai," glimmers in the sunlight.
In contrast, the circular medal indicating "nobleman" was a subdued black color.
"Haah..."
Every time I touch the medal of this badge, my anxious feelings gradually ease.
The title of "Noble Baron," which is given to any student who enrolls in the officer course of the military academy, is something that hardly anyone, like me, would go out of their way to appreciate.
After all, those in a position to inherit the family headship would naturally inherit the title from their parents, and the others would eventually be elevated to the rank of baron, one step above the noble rank of viscount.
However, even though it's a one-generation, lowest-ranking noble title, to me now, it's the most important thing after my life.
In this utterly unreasonable matriarchal aristocratic society, the reason I, a man, am granted the "right to marry" the right to choose my own spouse is precisely because of this noble title.
"However, when you, a man like me, said, 'I'm going to take the military academy's officer course through a special admission to obtain a noble title!' I thought, 'No way, that's a lie.' But who would have thought you'd actually pass?"
As I was lost in thought, my childhood friend sitting next to me said that with a sense of nostalgia.
Akisada Akesada Norihiko is one of my few male friends.
In this world... for a guy, he has a surprisingly straightforward personality, and we got along quite well.
"Well, that being said, Kai. Just don't push yourself too hard. If you can't stand the all-female environment of the officer course, just let me know anytime. It's no big deal for me to use my family connections to get you transferred to the nursing course where I am."
"Yeah, thanks. But I pushed through despite my family's opposition, sneaking around to take the entrance exam. There's no way I'm giving up halfway."
"That's why I'm worried, you know? That you might push yourself too hard. ...I mean, if it were me, I wouldn't last a week in a military academy filled with sweaty women starved for men."
Norihiko frowned and shivered, still clasping his hands together.
This guy seems to be somewhat... no, actually, really bad with women.
However, in this world, men tend to have varying degrees of gynophobia, and I think Norihiko's level is quite typical.
"However, I still don't understand why you're so fixated on 'nobility.' If anything, if you just kept quiet, you would receive countless marriage proposals from noble families, right? You could live a leisurely life after getting married..."
Looking at my reflection in the car window, I frowned.
(A face with black hair and black eyes, the exact same face as my previous life... Being treated as a handsome guy with this face, this world is really strange...)
It's been over 18 years since I was reincarnated in this other world.
Even though I couldn't accept that "magic, not science, is the foundation of society" or that "the roles of men and women have been reversed," I got used to it...
.
The distortion of beauty standards In this world, the evaluation of beauty and ugliness for women was exactly the opposite of the original world
In other words,
- The skin is free of blemishes, wrinkles, and pimples, and is smooth .
- Having big, bright eyes and a small face
- Having large breasts and buttocks, with a concave stomach
- Having smooth lustrous hair
A beautiful girl, who would be considered beautiful by my standards, was treated as an ugly girl in this world.
The evaluation of beauty and ugliness for males, while not completely reversed, was somewhat skewed where more average faces are favoured.
Well, considering that an ordinary potato face like mine is treated as a handsome guy, it might be fair to say it's quite crazy.
"Isn't it a shame that even a marriage proposal came from a famous noble family known for their 'beauties'?" Norihiko continued, and I responded with a wry smile.
"Well, I have my own thoughts on the matter. And it seems we've arrived while I was saying that."
Around the rugged buildings of the military academy, cherry blossoms were in full bloom, resplendently flourishing.
The area around the auditorium, which serves as the venue for the entrance ceremony, is filled with new students wearing expressions that mix anticipation and nervousness.
Here and there, male students from the nursing program could be seen, but they were mostly overshadowed by female students who were scheduled to join the officer program.
Every time I approach the auditorium, I feel their gazes gathering on me.
"Wow. I knew it, but you're really standing out a lot..."
Norihiko, who peeked out from behind me with a fearful expression, muttered that.
"Uh, yeah..."
As a man who is already in the minority in terms of population ratio, I am wearing the brownish uniform of the officer training course.
I thought I was prepared for the attention, but when it actually came to this level of scrutiny, my face naturally got hot, and my movements became stiff.
(Oh, I can't let this happen. Starting today, my new life begins here...!)
The imposing sight of the reinforced concrete auditorium in front of me seemed to rekindle the courage that had been wavering in my heart.
I take one step at a time, making my way to the entrance ceremony venue.
Just after climbing the low stone stairs leading from the courtyard to the entrance of the main hall, I casually turned around and... was captivated.
(A blonde... fairy...?)
Under the cherry trees that adorn the military academy's garden.
A girl with beautiful golden hair like silk was anxiously looking around at the ground, her eyes darting around.
"Sorry, Norihiko... Go ahead and enter the venue first."
"Hey, Kai! What are you doing, come back... Wait, isn't that Jougasaki? Kai, that girl is dangerous..."
I felt like I heard Norihiko's groan behind me, but I was drawn to her and started walking towards her.
"Sigh, I messed up again on the first day of school... I really can't stand myself..."
She walks around with a hunched back, muttering her complaints in a low voice.
Is there something troubling you?
"Um. Are you, by any chance, a new student too?"
Seeing the silver button in the shape of a cherry blossom on the cuff, which was the same as mine, I called out.
"Eh?! Huh? A, a, a boy...?! Um, um. Yes, that's right. I'm a freshman too..."
Suddenly, when someone called out to me from behind, the blonde beauty jumped and said that.
Every time she sways her body from side to side in a flustered manner, the large bulge at her chest, as big as a melon, gives off an enchanting sway.
(That baby face and those big breasts are just unfair...)
I manage to avert my gaze from the almost spilling out breasts of the girl in front of me without her noticing.
With her blonde hair styled in a half-up, half-down princess knot, she looks as pure and adorable as an elven princess.
The large, elongated eyes of transparent emerald color were slightly teary, stirring my protective instincts.
(I couldn't help but say something. How am I supposed to keep the conversation going with such a cute girl?)
In this "reverse beauty world," I am fully aware that the girl in front of me is treated as "unattractive" according to the aesthetic standards.
However, from my perspective with the values of my previous life, she is undoubtedly a beautiful girl who would make even idols run away barefoot.
"Uh, um. You seemed to be in some trouble. Do you need any help?"
Not used to women, my voice cracks from nervousness.
"I... I dropped my officer's notebook."
She said that with her eyes downcast, then began to stare intently at the ground covered with cherry blossom petals.
If you drop your officer's notebook on the first day of school, you're bound to get a serious scolding from the instructor.
Seeing her pale face, I was finally able to switch my mind from being frivolous and infatuated.
"Okay. Leave it to me."
"Huh? How?"
Before answering her question, he drew the military "magic wand" hanging from his waist, pressed it against his forehead, and slowly infused his eyes with magical power.
By passing through the filter of the
(Wow, I didn't expect the magic I studied before enrollment to be so useful right away.)
"Oh. Found it, found it."
A little further along, I picked up her student handbook, which had been covered by cherry blossom petals.
(Jougazaki Erika, huh? What a beautiful name. Wait, Jougazaki?! She's the daughter of one of the three great noble families of the Empire, a marquis family!)
Even someone like me, who is unfamiliar with aristocratic society, trembles at the name of the great noble I have heard of.
Someone like me is nothing more than trash in her family's eyes.
"Uh, um, here... please."
Overwhelmed by the pressure, I hand her the notebook with stiff, robotic movements.
She received the officer's notebook and remained silent.
Hey, hey, don't tell me you're going to start getting angry now, saying something like, "How dare you speak so rudely to someone from a marquis family! How disrespectful!"...
"Um... thank you."
Contrary to my unfounded paranoia, she said it so briefly.
Though a hint of tension was visible on her face as she expressed her gratitude, the earlier pallor was gone, replaced by a delicate pink hue reminiscent of cherry blossom petals...
(C-cute...)
I found myself captivated once again by the innocent and pure appearance of the blonde girl in front of me, Erika.
One afternoon, about two weeks after entering military school.
Erika Jougasaki was irritated.
Her breathing is rough as she walks, and her eyes are sunken due to the fatigue from military training and the lack of sleep from indulging in daily masturbation.
The straight blonde hair was a bit frayed, perhaps due to neglect in maintenance.
In front of her, a few handsome male nursing students were loitering.
"Inoue-san! The magic battle during the military training was so cool♡♡♡
"Komazawa-san, I made a bento for you♡
Eat this and cheer up, okay?♡♡
The male students surrounding the female students from the officer course who excelled in the earlier military training magic battle.
(men who can only cling to strong women like parasites, with no abilities of their own)
Confronted with something that will never be within reach, no matter how much one desires it, a dark fire of anger begins to smolder within the heart.
"Inoue-san~♡¡ After this, let's have dinner together with my friends from the nursing department~♡¡"
"Hahaha... This is troublesome, you guys."
(Inoue is really something! She's flirting with those brainless, shallow males. What a low-class person.)
Seeing her same-sex peers show a troubled face while also appearing somewhat pleased amidst the crowd of men, Erika's irritation was reaching its peak.
(Ah, I'm so irritated. I just want to go back to my room, jerk off, and sleep.)
As usual, trying to relieve the stress from daily life through masturbation, I hurriedly headed to the girls' dormitory.
Erika returned to her room and immediately collapsed onto her bed without even taking off her uniform.
"Kai..."
What I mutter while burying my face in the sheets is the name of the handsome young man I became acquainted with during the entrance ceremony.
So far In my entire life, I have never been treated kindly from the heart by someone of the opposite sex.
Even a man who pretends to ingratiate himself with the family's power, putting on a facade, cannot hide the colors of fear and contempt that peek through his eyes.
It's as if he were dealing with filthy insects or pathogens, that unique distorted gaze.
However, he alone... Toudou Kai's eyes lacked that.
Rather, the gaze from that time, imbued with shyness and hesitation, was somehow unreliable, yet it strangely calmed Erika's heart, which was filled with complex feelings towards a real man.
For a moment, a ridiculous thought crossed my mind: "Could it be that he actually likes me as a member of the opposite sex?" But immediately, I was overwhelmed by disgust at my own absurdity and buried my face in the pillow, writhing in embarrassment.
More than any man I've seen at noble celebrations, Kai is handsome and yet shows not a trace of arrogance.
(No, Kai is just a man after all. He's just good at hiding his emotions, but deep down, he must be mocking me as ugly and a failure, just like the other guys.)
A delusional suspicion stemming from a personality that has been completely warped throughout life.
For Erika, who had only ever met the opposite sex that despised her own ugliness, "men" were both objects of desire and objects to be abhorred.
The fatigue and irritation from the swirling dark thoughts only further stoked Erika's damp desires.
With a hurried motion, she unbuttoned her uniform, and half-naked, she took out a photo from a cabinet filled with treasures.
In the group photo taken during the entrance ceremony, besides myself, there are also my male classmates from the same officer course, Komazawa and Inoue, and he is also included in the picture.
"Kai... Kai...!"
♡♡
While looking down at the photo placed on the sheets, she spreads her legs in an M-shape and roughly touches her private parts.
What comes to mind is the imaginary kingdom ruled by Erika, built for the purpose of masturbation.
A dark, damp castle dungeon... In front of me, there he is, his black hair tied back with rough ropes, and beside him, his beautiful wives, Komazawa and Inoue, crying out in pity and despair.
"Your husbands seem to prefer my tight, hairless, rape-maniac, fragrant , juice-covered hole over your loose ones."
Erika forcibly locked Kai's head, relentlessly licking his face and marking it with saliva, while mercilessly thrusting her hips.
"Kaaii♡¡ Kaai♡i I'm coming♡♡ I'll definitely get pregnant with your child♡♡It's useless to cry♡♡¡"
On the bed, with her blonde hair in disarray, she pressed the handkerchief she had snatched from him against her nose in the real world and inhaled deeply.
The faint remnants of his scent molecules spread throughout my body through my nasal cavity, creating a sensation... The imaginary world in my mind, created for the purpose of masturbation... Her realism intensified even more.
"No way! Stop it! I don't want my sperm stolen by this ugly, creepy woman! I don't want her to have my baby!"
"I'm not quitting! You'll live your whole life as my 'impregnation meat stick'
I'll make you pregnant with as many babies as you want, dozens if you like¡"
In a state of excitement, I slowly tighten my white fingers around his neck.
While gazing at his tear-streaked face, which was flushed with pain, Erika gave one last thrust, as if to deliver the final blow.
As if linking to the intensity of the play in her fantasies, she accelerated her concentrated attack on her clitoris and the sensitive glans, roughly tugging and twisting her nipples.
"Ahh♡ ♡coming♡♡ my uterus is descending give me your baby juice hurry and give it to my egg"
Slap slap slap! Pat! Slurp! Squelch!
"Ugh, ahh... guahh... it hurts... Erika..."
Seeing his face stained with despair only heightens my sadistic pleasure.
I want to breastfeed him... I want to soak his beautiful body with my breast milk extract and dirty him inside and out!
With the beastly desire and guilt of forcibly violating the unwilling man, Erika's brain was tingling.
"Suck my nipples! I'll violate your body with my breast milk."
"I don't want to drink... Someone help me..."
"Help won't come, you know Come on, lick it quickly"
While squeezing the pink tips of my chest, I shouted like that, and in my imagination, Kai's tongue started to lick my chest.
"Ughh Ughh I'm cumming"
A particularly intense current of pleasure coursed through her body, and the vaginal fluid and breast milk burst out with a splatter, falling onto the photos spread out on the sheets in the real world...
Erika, with her tongue hanging loosely at the corner of her mouth, momentarily immersed herself in a sweet ecstasy as if her lower body had taken control of her brain.
"Mm... Ah... Faa... "
After a while, the haze of pleasure that had been clouding my mind gradually cleared, and in its place, the discomfort of being sticky with my own bodily fluids and the self-loathing of having sullied the person I longed for in my mind took over.
Regaining her composure, Erika carefully wiped the slimy album photos and opened the shelf where they were stored.
"Sigh... Kai..."
The numerous "treasures" sleeping inside the cabinet where the photos are stored.
The shunga and male actor's bromides that once occupied the center of the shelf when I first entered the school are now just neatly placed in the corner.
Instead, the prime spot in the secret cabinet is occupied by items related to him, who has been subjected to repeated humiliations in his delusions.
A commemorative photo from the entrance ceremony with Kai in it, a handkerchief embroidered with "Toudou Kai," and a bottle of ramune he drank from and then discarded...
I know that gathering the personal belongings of the man I like like this is a stalker-like behavior, just one step away from being a sexual offender.
However, even though I understand, I can't stop.
(Ah, if I could really confine Kai and make him my sex slave...)
Even though we just did it earlier, just looking at the "treasure" makes my lewd fantasies start to accelerate again.
I feel the love juice dripping from my clitoris and groin.
(It's early tomorrow morning, and I haven't finished my assignments. I shouldn't be spending more time on this.)
Erika, despite being aware of it, could not resist the swamp of pleasure that comforted her private parts and sank deeper into it.
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