Southern Front, Ukraine — July 1941
The ground still smelled of gunpowder and burned oil.
The sun was falling slowly over the improvised camp. Around the vehicles, soldiers repaired, cleaned, or simply sat in silence. No one was in a hurry. No one asked for explanations. Everyone knew the next order would come… but not when.
Inside the Panzer IV, the mood was no different.
Lukas had taken off his shirt and was wiping the controls with a damp cloth.
—"Never thought a Soviet tank would scare me," he said, not looking at anyone.
—"It wasn't fear," Konrad replied. "It was respect."
—"I call it a hell of a scare," Ernst added. "The kind that makes you load faster without thinking."
Helmut said nothing. Just listened. As always.
Falk stood outside, uniform open to the chest, leaning against the track of the tank. He looked at the horizon, but wasn't really seeing it.
Albrecht arrived without escort. Alone. As usual.
—"Resting?" he asked.
—"Trying," Falk replied, without moving.
—"The front is changing," Albrecht said, lighting a cigarette. "Faster than we thought."
Falk didn't answer immediately. Then, he looked down.
—"We're not equipped for this war. All we've got is experience."
—"And even that guarantees nothing."
A brief silence settled in.
—"I read your report," Albrecht added. "It's already in the hands of High Command."
Falk raised an eyebrow.
—"Already?"
—"Guderian cited it this morning in a meeting with Dietrich. Yours… was the first documented engagement against a confirmed T-34. They've taken note."
—"And what does that change?"
—"Everything. Or nothing. Depends on Berlin."
Falk nodded, without pride. Without expectation.
—"And our orders?"
—"Hold position for now. Advance routes are being restructured. But it's temporary. New ones will come."
—"They always do."
Albrecht tossed the cigarette to the ground. Crushed it with his boot.
—"Your men… how are they?"
Falk glanced toward the Panzer. Inside, he could hear dry laughter. It wasn't joy. It was defensive. Necessary.
—"They're in one piece. And that already means a lot."
—"And you?"
—"I'm in pause mode."
Albrecht nodded.
—"Then enjoy it. Because silence… never lasts long."
Night fell without drama.
And among shadows, steel, and stale smoke…the real fear wasn't combat.It was not knowing when it would start again.