Nothing as awful or agonizing as this scenario has ever happened to me. Have any of you had romantic feelings for an older man before? ... What would you do, if so? ... How would he react if you ever told him? Do you believe he would exploit your feelings for him? ... That guy exploited my feelings for him, and I experienced this myself. What occurred to me that day really wounded me. I sometimes question how he could approach a 13-year-old and give them a kiss. He ought to have told me it was only a passing crush, but why didn't he?
I really have a ton of questions for him, but I'm anxious to confront him because I can't handle the hurt. Even after all these years, I still feel uncomfortable approaching individuals who are older than me. All I'm trying to do is get away from males who are older than me because I'm dying inside and I just want to forget what happened that day.
I didn't want to talk to anyone about this for over three years, but now I feel like it's time to let it out. After everything that has occurred to me over the last three years, I was unable to trust anyone, therefore I'm a little relieved to be discussing things with you all. To be completely honest, I want to tell my parents everything, but I'm terrified of their response and what they might think of me after they find out.
I'm still thinking about these questions. Why did he chose to harm me when he had the option to not bother me?... I'm rather concerned about what might happen now that he's dating an old friend of mine that I still can't warn about. It would be nice if someone could protect her from him.