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Chapter 25 - Worth Holding Onto

The northern light never flickered once.

Even by the second day of travel, it remained fixed in the soft, pulsing, and completely unnatural. It wasn't a star. It was a message.

And Ryu felt it with every step.

They moved through a tundra-like landscape, where rocky slopes gave way to fields of dying grass and glimmering frost. The air was thinner here and the Qi wasn't corrupted, but stretched, pulled taut, like it was moving through an invisible filter that warped both space and sense.

The wind carried no scent. No birds sang. The crunch of frost beneath their boots was the only reminder that time still moved here.

Elyra checked the stars again, fingers tracing a worn celestial chart with measured precision. "They're off by more than half a degree now," she murmured. "Every night the constellations shift a little more."

Ryu looked up, watching the sky ripple faintly against the cold. "I've felt it too. The patterns aren't just drifting, they're unravelling. Like something's pulling on the sky itself."

He set his pack down with a quiet thud. "This doesn't feel random. It's like standing inside a massive transmission field."

"Broadcasting?" Yan asked, her brow furrowed.

"Yeah," Ryu nodded. "But not just between gates."

Elyra's voice was barely above a whisper. "Then it's reaching beyond them. Like it's trying to contact something outside the network."

Kalavan didn't look up from his blade, the rasp of stone on steel filling the brief silence. "Sounds more like a summons to me."

Ryu exhaled slowly. "Or a warning."

On the fourth day, they reached a jagged cliffside and saw it.

A deep crater nearly half a kilometre wide yawned at the heart of the silver-grassed plain, its edges jagged like the aftermath of a celestial impact. The basin was filled with swirling Qi, dense and luminous, reflecting the sky above, but the reflection was wrong. It shimmered like a shattered mirror, constellations twisted and blurred, as though the world had forgotten how to remember itself.

In the centre of the crater hovered a colossal ring, an ancient construct of fractured stone and scorched black metal, suspended in the air with no visible support. It was easily the size of a temple hall, yet it floated with an unnatural stillness, unmoved by wind or time. Its shape mimicked that of a single, open eye, watching. Waiting. A long crack split the upper arc, as if the eye itself had blinked… and broken.

The air around it pulsed in waves, distorting heat and sound. A low hum pressed against their ears, not loud, but constant, like a heartbeat they couldn't escape.

And at its core, from somewhere deep within the rings hollow centre, the light they'd been following pulsed in slow, deliberate rhythm.

"The northern gate," Ryu whispered.

Yan drew her cloak tighter, the cold brushing past her armour. "This one's active."

Elyra stepped forward; brows furrowed. "This one's listening."

 

They descended cautiously.

As they approached, they found remnants of old structures, towers partially collapsed, runes half-carved and overtaken by frost. There were no signs of battle. No signs of settlement.

But something had been here once. Something tried to build around the gate.

Inside the crater, the air shimmered with unstable spatial Qi. It bent light, warped sound. Even time felt slow.

And at the centre, the circular gate floated, unanchored.

Ryu approached first.

His hand tingled as the mark reacted, pulsing in rhythm with the light. He raised it slowly toward the gate.

A low hum vibrated through the earth.

And then,

A voice echoed.

Not in words.

Not in sound.

But in memory, like a thought that didn't belong to him, imprinted from another time.

"Who are you to answer?"

Ryu reeled as if struck, a sharp weight slamming into the centre of his mind. He stumbled back, one hand clutching his head, breath caught in his throat.

The others rushed forward, weapons half-drawn, tension surging through the group like a snapped bowstring.

Elyra reached him first, steadying him by the shoulder. "Ryu, what was that? What did it say?"

His eyes were distant, voice low and raw. "It wasn't a message… it was a judgment."

He glanced up at the gate, the floating eye now still, as if waiting again.

"It asked who I was," he murmured, "to even respond. Like I triggered something I don't understand."

Yan stepped beside him, face tight with concern. "Did it feel… sentient?"

Ryu nodded slowly. "Yes. Not just aware. Aware of me. Like it knew I was there the moment I raised my hand."

Kalavan's knuckles whitened around his blade hilt. "And now it knows more than that."

No one had an answer.

Not one they wanted to say aloud.

That night, silence blanketed the plain like snowfall. The stars above drifted slowly, untethered from the familiar constellations, like lanterns adrift on invisible waters. The sky pulsed faintly, and from the heart of the crater, the gate emitted a dim glow, neither hostile nor welcoming. Just… present. Always present.

Ryu sat apart from the others, his back resting against a weathered pillar of cracked stone near the crater's rim. He hadn't spoken much since the gate's voice reached him. Not since it recognized him.

His hand hovered over his chest, fingers brushing the star-marked palm like he could still feel the echo of that question.

Who are you to answer?

And beneath that question, something deeper still:

Who are you becoming?

 

He stared up at the sky. Not to watch, but to try and understand.

To find something of himself in constellations that no longer stayed still.

Yan approached quietly, her steps light over the frost-stiffened grass, the cold crunch beneath her boots muffled by the wind weaving through the crater rim. The air shimmered with a low celestial hum, Qi rippling just beyond the senses, like starlight singing to itself. She didn't speak at first. Just stood near him, close enough to feel the heat still radiating from his presence, her gaze steady from the corner of her eye.

"Mind if I sit?" she asked gently, her voice soft, almost lost in the silence.

Ryu looked over, his expression unreadable for a moment, then nodded once.

She eased down beside him, her crimson cloak sweeping behind her like a falling ember, pooling against the stone. For a long while, they didn't speak. The hush between them wasn't awkward or strained. It was still. Sacred. A kind of silence that only existed between those who had seen one another through storms.

Comfort. Without condition.

Above them, the stars pulsed slow and steady, drifting like lanterns set loose on a celestial sea. Their light danced on Yan's hair, catching red threads in the darkness.

"You've changed again," she said finally, eyes fixed upward.

Ryu's reply came from somewhere deep, worn thin by weight and time. "Every time I touch one of these gates… it's like they rewrite something in me. Not just Qi. Something deeper. Like my soul is being carved into something new."

Yan turned toward him fully now, really looking.

"Do you feel like you're losing yourself?"

He paused, struggling with the shape of the truth.

"I feel like I'm not the person I was when we left Phoenix," he said. "But I don't think I miss who I was, either."

Yan's smile was quiet, tinged with something more than fondness. "That boy didn't know how to wield power or shoulder the weight of fate. He hadn't stood against rifts or sealed light with his bare hands."

Ryu tilted his head, voice softer now. "And what about you? Are you still the princess who trained in hidden gardens?"

Her smile faded into something raw.

"No," she murmured. "I think I never was. That was just a version of me they needed. Someone to wear the crest, to walk the palace halls with grace and silence."

She looked down at her hands, calloused, fire-marked, strong. These were not the hands of a courtly heir. These were the hands of someone who had fought, and bled, and chosen her own path.

"I'm not what they hoped I'd become," she whispered. "And I don't think I ever will be again."

"Good," Ryu said, barely above a breath.

Her head turned, surprise flickering in her eyes.

"I don't want you to be who they wanted. I want you to be… you."

She stared at him for a long, still moment.

Then, slowly, she reached out and took his hand, not out of pity, not out of duty, but with the quiet conviction of someone who had already made her choice.

Her fingers curled into his, steady and warm, grounding him. There was no fanfare. No dramatic sweep. Just truth.

Ryu didn't pull away.

Her warmth sank into his skin, deeper than Qi, threading into him like a promise. His pulse steadied. The mark on his palm, his burden, his compass, dimmed to a soft ember, no longer warning.

"You're still you," she said, voice hushed and clear. "Just more than you were. Stronger than they ever imagined."

Ryu exhaled, a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding.

"If you weren't," she added, her voice barely brushing the night air, "I wouldn't still be here."

His throat tightened.

He didn't reply.

He didn't need to.

She leaned against him then, her head resting lightly on his shoulder. Her breath slowed. And in the quiet, beneath a sky too vast to name, she fell asleep still holding his hand.

And for the first time since the stars had begun to move, Ryu didn't feel like some sort of key or a threat or a weapon waiting to be wielded.

He just felt like someone worth staying beside.

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