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Chapter 12 - Chapter 12 – The Edges of Her Voice

Boston Medical – 7:45 AM

The morning light rolled in softer than usual, like it knew the world wasn't ready for full brightness just yet. Amara stood near the hospital window, watching the sun climb slowly over the buildings. Her sketchbook lay open on the sill, but the pencil hadn't moved in ten minutes.

She hadn't spoken much since yesterday—not out of fear, not out of sadness.

Just... restraint.

Because sometimes, you need to know your voice will echo somewhere before you let it out again. Sometimes silence is the only space you trust.

She traced her fingers over the blank page. Not sketching. Just feeling. Remembering how it felt when words became images, when pain had a shape. Her thumb paused in the corner, where her initials were faintly pressed into the paper.

Outside her room, Kelsie, a nurse with gentle hands and tired eyes, pushed a supply cart down the hallway, humming faintly along with the radio clipped to her belt. The sound was small, but comforting. Amara turned slightly toward it, as if her body recognized warmth before her heart did.

Hospital Garden – 8:12 AM

Kael waited on the same bench as always, coffee in hand, steam curling into the crisp morning air. He tapped his thumb along the side of the cup, steady and rhythmic—the kind of movement that meant he was keeping himself from unraveling.

When Amara stepped out, she wore her jacket like armor and silence like a question.

"Morning," Kael said.

She sat beside him. Not touching, but close enough.

"You ever wonder," she said slowly, "if the version of you someone remembers... isn't the version that survived?"

Kael nodded. "I used to worry I forgot who I was before the pain. Now I wonder if that version ever really existed."

Amara smiled, barely. "That sounds like something the Kael I knew would say."

He turned toward her. "You don't know me anymore. Not fully."

She met his eyes. "Then let me."

She didn't need him to promise anything yet. She just needed to know he'd sit beside her, even when her words didn't come easy.

Therapy Hallway – 10:02 AM

Amara sat outside the door marked GROUP C – TRAUMA RECOVERY. She hadn't attended the last three sessions. Not because she didn't need them, but because the last time she spoke in that room, she hadn't recognized her own voice.

Nova crouched beside her.

"You don't have to go in today," Nova said.

Amara inhaled slowly. "I want to."

She stood and opened the door.

Inside, six patients sat in a semi-circle. One chair remained empty.

Dr. Mara Kim, mid-40s with kind eyes and a floral scarf, glanced up from her notes and nodded.

"Welcome back, Amara."

Amara took the empty seat.

It took twenty-three minutes before she spoke. But when she did, the entire room went quiet.

"I used to believe I was broken because someone took something from me," she said. "But I think... maybe I'm healing because I took something back."

Two seats away, Ray, mid-50s, eyes weary but listening, gave a slow nod.

"I get that," he murmured. "I really do."

Amara didn't cry. She didn't stutter.

She just said it. And that was enough.

Selene's Bar – 3:27 PM

Eli sat at the bar with his notebook open. Nari leaned across the counter, reading the new page he had pushed toward her.

"I saw love as a currency I couldn't afford. But you offered it like it didn't come with interest."

She read it twice, then looked up.

"Do you want to try this?" she asked.

Eli hesitated.

Then:

"I want to try with you."

Nari poured him a fresh drink and placed it in front of him without another word. When their fingers touched again—neither of them moved away.

Nova's Apartment – 5:49 PM

Nova pinned another photo to the growing board above her desk. Dominic Rayner's eyes stared back at her—empty, calculated.

Kade stepped into the room, holding a folder.

"He filed a change-of-name request six months before Amara disappeared," Kade said. "Used an alias tied to a defunct art grant Amara once applied to."

Nova's grip on the pushpin tightened. "He planned everything."

"Yeah," Kade replied. "But now we are too."

Nova's voice sharpened. "We get one shot at this. We don't let him disappear again."

Kade held her gaze. "We won't."

No hesitation. No fear. Just quiet fury and clarity.

Boston Medical Garden – 7:08 PM

Amara walked alone this time. No Kael. No Nova.

She held her sketchbook to her chest like a shield.

She sat on the bench and flipped to a blank page.

Then, she began to draw.

Not a person. Not a memory. Not pain.

She drew a voice.

Lines. Waves. A visual echo. The shape of hers.

Her voice, rising.

Not asking to be heard.

Just existing.

Because it belonged here.

A young orderly pushing a wheelchair down the path slowed when he passed. He glanced over at the page.

"That's beautiful," he said, his voice soft.

Amara didn't respond.

But for the first time in days—she smiled.

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