Her heart was in pure turmoil; she didn't understand why. It was the first time in a long time, she felt so emotionally unstable, unable to contain them, letting her fragile emotions escape into her eyes by the taunts of a worthless and pathetic weak man. Someone she could swat down like a fly, and he wouldn't even know how he died.
Did he think he was something important just because she requested a weapon from him? Why was she feeling like this? Why was she even thinking things like this? The fact that she was giving the man that much thought itself was concerning. She almost visibly gritted her teeth, and slowly and forcefully she erased all thoughts about the man from her head.
