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I left the damn clubhouse for my home in the dead of the night, swearing to never have anything to do with Luca again. I also thought of visiting the hospital but I was too embarrassed to explain what had happened to me. Seriously, what will I tell the doctors?
Maybe a few bottles of vodka will help me feel better, I thought but I also needed a clear head to think. Of course there was no going back to Luca and there was no hiding in my house either.
I couldn't feel safe in my house as I had stupidly invited Luca to my house a few times before. Now he could come on his own, with the other bastards and have me raped again.
As these thoughts clouded my mind, fear began to creep in, gradually at first then rapidly all of a sudden. I took long strides to my closet, and got an empty briefcase. Luca may be on his way here already, I thought and began to put some of my clothes into the briefcase with so much speed.