I always said my acting was flawless when it came to my survival. But do you know what makes it even flawless?
It's when you mix emotions into it. Painful and sad emotions that could crush your heart with just a single thought. Emotions that could sympathize with the situation... Emotions that were more genuine than my intentions.
Why was I able to synchronize with these emotions?
It's not because I was already feeling sad at how I wasn't able to hate the Alphas who had tortured me in the novel. It wasn't because I was feeling regretful that I never got to see the faces of my babies, but it was rather because... I could feel the sorrow and pain I, Jo-Pil, felt in that moment when I watched Jin-Yeok hold a bloody and lifeless Su-Yeon in his arms, wailing and weeping at the mistake he had made.
With his own hands, he had ripped out the heart of the one he held in his heart. With his own hands... He had erased her from the land of the living.