You are the only one who doesn't know your own story.
Shang Si Min. Such a narcissist, hypocrite...
Everything that I have gathered about her leaves me to many options.
She takes long walks in a forest when she is bored or to calm herself, she hates being near fires, she hates insisting people, she cares a lot about her hands and her nails.
This is going to be amazing.
Ahhh, Lin Tianyan, why is there so much trash around you? Wouldn't it be better to keep you all for myself?
I'll do whatever you ask me to, my savior.
Even if it's something painful, I'll do everything.
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11:48 pm
Troublesome...
So troublesome.
Still, its beautiful.
The blood.
Its not that bad, its just a little.
Even so, its amazing. The best sight so far.
So what?
I told her to be careful.
She deserves it, but ahh, cleaning off the blood and trash ... Its annoying.
Well, I have to get rid of it one way or another, maybe hanging it would be nice.
Her favorite spot in the forest...this is so satisfying ahh, Lin Tianyan, my savior, my goddess, I'll make sure no one will hurt you.
No one will touch a single hair on you.
No one will harm you.
I will make you feel alive.
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9:57 PM
As I make my way to the convenience store, I see a familiar silhouette.
Walking closer to them, I hear a faint cry.
"Stupid... He is so fucking stupid"
Oh? Issues with someone?
"Seeing me while being interested in fucking Lin Tianyan?! That slut..."
Slut? Ahhh. So thats why.
"Hey, are you alright?" I say with a welcoming smile.
"Ah- Teacher.."
Swollen eyes...
She must have been crying a lot.
"Ahdear, are you feeling better now?"
As she struggles to talk I hand her a handkerchief.
Its all dirty now, ugh.
"Thank you.. teacher... You didn't have to.."
"No need to thank me" Smiling at her.
Well, its easy to act nice and caring.
"Did something happen? You don't have to tell me if you feel uncomfortable."
"Its just... A little fight with my boyfriend..."
"Ah... I see, do you want to go somewhere to make you feel better? My treat."
"Ah really? Then, can we... Maybe go drink?"
"Oh? Sure then, but dont drink too much, you might get intoxicated."
"I swear I wont!" She says happily.
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When we got there, she ordered two bottles of alcohol, will she get wasted fast or will she stay sober?
Well, this might be a good opportunity.
"I missed doing this.. its been a while since I drank alcohol..."
"Oh really? Even so, thats great. Drinking often can give you problems."
Would have been better if you had.
As she was ranting about her relationships, she became even more drunk, ordering more alcohol.
"Such assholes..."
"Dear, you are drunk..."
"Huh... Let me crash pleasseeee... He cant see me like this..."
Amazing.
"Haha, alright."
She kept ranting the whole way, while she was ranting, I kept checking for cameras on the streets.
Great, theres none in this street. Ah how much I love quiet hidden streets.
When we got there, she was already passed out.
How stupid.
Didn't your parents always tell you to be careful and to not trust strangers so easily?
Pfft, truly stupid.
Well, now she will see why she shouldn't.
Ah, so naive.
Tying her up was easy, now I have to wait till she sobers up.
My darling, Lin Tianyan, wouldn't you love to see this? After all, she made your college life difficult.
People like her deserve nothing but pain.
All they do is make others suffer, so, they should suffer too right?
They are nothing but trash.
How many amount of trash will I have to get rid of? No matter what, there will be waiting for the opportunity to hurt someone weaker or different than them.
"Huh...teacher?"
Finally awake.
"What is this.. WHY AM I TIED UP IN THIS WEIRD PLACE???"
Interesting.
Already being aggressive.
Well, there's no fun in arguing.
Shall the action begin?
"Ah, your nails, how long did it take for them to grow that much?"
"WHAT? JUST. WHY AM I HERE?"
Boring.
"Pretty nice huh, what if we...take them out and make a little collection of them?"
"ARE YOU CRAZY? JUST. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!?!"
Whats wrong with me? Pfft. Nothing.
"The problem here is you, Shang SI Min."
If only you kept your mouth shut.
If only you distanced yourself.
If only you weren't born.
"Why...why are you doing this? LET ME OUT. ATLEAST...atleast tell me WHY."
"Oh? You want to get out? Well too bad, you already hurt her sooo much, so, you should suffer too."
"Just... Who are you talking about?!?!"
"Lin Tianyan."
"So you...are doing this because of THAT slut??? PFFT YOU THINK SHE IS ALLLL THAT INNOCENT?? SHE IS A FUCKING USELESS SLUT THAT ONLY KNOWS HOW TO STEAL GUYS AWAY FROM OTHERS."
Ahh... How can she be so stupid? Lin Tianyan...with a guy? Pffttt as if.
"Oh you really think so? You seriously can't be that stupid, Lin Tianyan doesn't even like men."
"Huh??"
"How do you know? What are you, a stalker?!?! No wonder..."
Stalker?
I wouldn't call myself that, rather, more like, a protector.
I will do anything just to protect her.
"Ahhh, this is becoming boring now, shall we start?"
"What?? Start???" Before she opens her mouth again, I grabbed a plier and pulled out her thumb fingernail as hard as I could.
"AGHHH WHAT...WHAT ARE YOU DOING"
Her eyes are already watering and she was screaming in such agony.
Weak.
Ahh, that face expression. Discomfort.
I love this.
This is beautiful.
"Well, why do you always target her hm?"
" Hah... Now...you want to...talk.."
"Why not? She... Is really weak and an easy target.. it's so much fun to control her.."
"So that's how you think."
Pulling another finger nail out, she started screaming more and insulting me, such an expressive girl.
"You know, each time I pull one of your nails out, you start to look more and more weak."
"What if... We make this better?"
I don't enjoy smoking.
I hate cigarettes.
It disgusts me.
All because of him.
Slowly pulling a cigarette out and lighting it up, those memories slowly start to fade in.
I can't.
I need to end this now.
"Well, Shang Si Min, how long have you been tormenting and hurting Lin Tianyan?"
"You...bitch...if you are going to torture me... atleast do it faster..."
"Answer my question." I say as I put the cigarette out on her hand as an ash tray.
"...a long time... Maybe...more than 4 years..." Correct.
More than 4 years right? Then, I'll have to use more than 4 cigarettes.
As I use her hands to put out the cigarettes, the more she cries out.
Who would have thought that such rude, strong, controlling girl would end up in such situation with such an expression?
Well, she won't be so rude now will she?
Grabbing the plier again, forcefully opening her mouth to pull out her front teeth.
Hmmm, Lin Tianyan really loves the number six...
Six is a good number anyways.
I should put it in a jar...her favorite color is purple...maybe I should decorate it too.
Blood.
So much blood.
Even some spilled on my clothes.
Ahhh, so annoying.
Taking out 6 teeths from her mouth wasn't so difficult, she could barely struggle.
Still, it isn't enough.
Her tongue should be gone too.
Its hard to cut tongues off, but it's worth it.
Isn't it so nice?
Such beautiful art.
Ahh, Lin Tianyan, i wish you were here to see all of this, especially how her expression is, such... Discomfort, pain, regret...
Still, it's troublesome.
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11:57 PM
Perfect spot.
Honestly, this isn't my thing but whatever.
I'll be off the trail.
Slowly hanging her corpse on the tree was hard. Trying to be careful to not make a mess and make it obvious that it was me, good thing I never leave fingerprints.
This her favorite spot, almost everyone knows that.
Wouldn't it be so sad...
Could go like...
'Corpse found dead hanging on a tree, after a fight with her boyfriend'
'The corpse was found in horrible conditions...this place was her favorite spot.'
Ahhh. Just thinking about that is awesome.
Maybe being a journalist would have been better but... I wouldn't be able to be so close to Lin Tianyan
Well, this is a great angle.
Picking up my camera, I snap a photo of her corpse.
Beautiful art.
Well, that's enough for now, if they find another dead body near here, it will be highly suspicious.
I'll do it another day when things calm down.
Lin Tianyan, I will always be at your side.