Gabie's POV
I awoke from a deep sleep because of a voice very familiar to me. But I chose not to open my eyes to let him finish what he was saying, because I knew when he saw me awake that I would never hear what he wanted to say to me.
"Hi. How are you? I'm sorry if I've only been able to visit you since the night we rushed you here to the hospital. I'm having a hard time, I don't know how to deal with you after all. I know you're struggling and hurting too so I'm also not sure if you want to see me. You're awake! Many are waiting for your eyes to open again, and we miss seeing your beautiful smiles, including me, "he said to me even though I closed my eyes because he thought I was unconscious.
He stopped talking for a moment but I tried not to look at him because I knew he was still beside me and holding my hand.
"Gabie, I'm sorry if you were hurt because of me. I didn't mean it and I don't know much about what happened. Even now, I am still confused by what is happening. Later, we will meet to confirm the truth and to end everything. Now the results of the DNS test of the three of us are set to come out, to prove that which of the two of you and Gab is really daddy's real son. All this hurts me a lot, and I know it does for you too. We are all just victims of the joke of destiny. I hope you can resolve your misunderstanding with your mother. I know you and each other love each other very much. Me, I have no choice but to prepare myself for the possible outcome. I will leave on my own so that both of us will not have any more difficulties. It is enough for me that God has heard my request to save you, and I will accept that whatever the outcome is, it is important that you be safe on the brink of death. For me to stay away from you only for a while until everything is ours, I can't stay away from you or ignore you if it's true that you are my brother, right? " I could feel him crying while talking to me because apart from him sniffing, I could also feel his shoulder shaking when he stopped speaking before continuing again. I can't stay away from you or ignore you if it's true that you are my brother, right? " I could feel him crying while talking to me because apart from him sniffing, I could also feel his shoulder shaking when he stopped speaking before continuing again. I can't stay away from you or ignore you if it's true that you are my brother, right? " I could feel him crying while talking to me because apart from him sniffing, I could also feel his shoulder shaking when he stopped speaking before continuing again.
I'm sorry because it's really my fault. If I only understood why we met, I hope everything doesn't end like this. I'm married. That's why I didn't get the message properly. I don't know if it's possible that you've been looking for me for a long time, because that's what my daddy wanted before he disappeared. Because he wants to recover. But that's not what I understood, so I was able to woo you. I'm sorry everything got worse because of me. Take care of yourself when I'm gone. Don't let yourself go, don't forget to eat, no matter how busy you are with what you're doing. I'll be back too. I'll just rest because what happened was also tiring, so I had to stay away from here for a while. Keep fulfilling your dreams, and then congratulations because you have graduated. I hope you wake up there so that you can catch up with your graduation next week. You still have time to prepare, because I think you have been waiting for that opportunity for a long time, so I hope you don't miss it, " I felt him seal the kiss. I felt my forehead, then I heard him come out of the room. It was hard, but I tried my best not to shed tears because I didn't want him to know that I was already awake and just quietly listening to everything he said.
When I made sure he was gone, I slowly opened my eyes to see that I was not in an ordinary hospital room. Lots of plugs into my devices. I don't even know how many days I've been here and asleep. And even more, I don't know what day it is now. I looked around the whole area, but I was the only one inside. I saw a nurse but outside the room where I was lying, but I could still see her because the wall and sliding door were made of glass. He was busy with what he was doing, so he didn't notice that I was awake.
I don't know if it was because of boredom or because of the medicine, but not too long ago I was swallowed up again by drowsiness.
Then I found out when I regained consciousness, but as happened before, I first felt my surroundings before I opened my eyes. I heard doctors and nurses talking as they were preparing to move my room because I was in a good condition. I just needed to wake up and rest well before I was allowed to go home. I also heard they were looking for mama but it wasn't there.
"Maybe go home first," I wanted to answer, but I just kept quiet.
When I made sure only doctors and nurses were with me now, I opened my eyes so I could ask them how many days I had been here.
I found it difficult to open my eyes straight because the light was dazzling to greet me. So maybe my vision was also a bit blurry when I heard the speaker next to me.
"Open your eyes slowly, just don't force it. It's only natural for that to change in the light because you've also been asleep for a few weeks, "explained the speaking voice, I guess he's a doctor.
"How many days have I been here?" I asked a question, because I felt very dry in my throat.
"Not just days if not weeks. More than 3 weeks in a coma, 23 days to be exact, "said the doctor.
"Hi! I'm Dr. Levin Javier and I'm the attending physician while you're here, "he introduced himself, then he smiled so I could clearly see his beautiful teeth and his glowing eyes.
He smiled at me again. "H-Hi d-doc," I stammered, then he smiled at me again.
"How are you feeling?"
"Okay, it's good, my throat is a little dry," I said softly because I was having a hard time speaking because my throat was dry.
"It's alright, it's only natural because I said you slept for a few weeks and didn't drink water, so that's it. Don't worry, I'll get you some water, "he said softly while continuing to smile at me.
I saw him take a glass to the side and pour it with water from a bottle of mineral water. While the nurse was busy with her writing on the chart she was holding. He talked to me for a while, and then he ordered something for my medicine. Then he turned to me again and helped me get up to drink water.
"Thank you, doc," I said after he gave me water and I finished drinking its contents.
"You want some more?" he asked softly.
"No, thank you," I replied.
"Good. By the way, I'll leave you first. I still have some patients to attend to. Just call me at Nurse Lean when you need anything, okay? " He pointed to the nurse holding the chart, who had been busy writing before but was now smiling at me.
"Hi Ms. Gabie! I'm nursing Lean! "Just tell me when you need it, just press that red button so I can go to you right away. I'm just at the nurse station," he instructed, then he pointed at me the red button that he said I would press when I needed something.
"Okay. Thank you, "I said.
"No problem. Maybe your mom will go home for a while, but it will also come back because I always see it here watching over you. I will also tell him that you have been transferred here. I'm sure I'll be happy with that, "he told me.
They finally said goodbye to me and then left my room at the same time and left me alone.
I'm thinking now about how I'm going to deal with and talk to mama because our last conversation didn't go well before something happened to me. I was thinking for a few more minutes while looking at the ceiling when I heard someone open the door, so I immediately closed my eyes.
"I think he fell asleep again. Let him go first because his body is still recovering. That's good so that he can rest well and his chest wound heal more easily," I heard nurse Lean explain. I know it's him because I remember his voice very well.
"All right, thank you," Mom said.
"Thank God and he's here in the regular room because it's scary so there in the ICU, I can't be bothered every time I think that my beshie is in the ICU because there always seems to be danger," he told mama.
"You're right, so that's how I reacted earlier when I saw no one lying there in his old bed in the ICU," said mama.
"Even though I was confused and tried to erase from my mind the ugly… you know aunt… I don't want to say just that," Jhay said. "Wait, what was the conversation you had earlier, aunt? It took so long to get back because I even accompanied one of my pets, Janine, to a pictorial.
"Well, as I expected, I proved to them that I was not lying. But I also feel sorry for Gab. I couldn't help but be sad before. I know it won't be easy to accept and face everything, but that's the truth, so we can't do anything or change it yet, "he told Jhay.
"What will happen then? Because they have already confirmed that Gabie is the real son and sister of Sir Miggy, right? "
"What he said earlier, nothing can be changed from what he has already given to Gab and then he will continue to transfer in Gabie's name what his dad left for him. I don't want to accept it, but I don't have the right to eat it either, because Gabriel didn't mean it for me. Miggy also mentioned earlier that she only found out about what her father had prepared for Gabie when their lawyer spoke to her after her father's funeral. His mom didn't even know about this matter, "he explained.
"Oh no! I remember how Gabie woke up. We couldn't help but tell her because she has the right to know everything. What is Sir Miggy doing? " Jhay asked Mama sadly.
"I'm ready to tell him everything, I just don't know how he will accept and if he will forgive me for the secrets I have done to him? I knew I was to blame for everything, and just now I was ready to accept his anger at me. And then about Miggy, she said she was leaving but she didn't say where she was going and when she would return, "they didn't know that I could hear everything they were talking about. I knew they were just around me because I could hear everything they were talking about. I was very careful to keep my position and move so they wouldn't know I was wide awake and just quietly listening to the two of them.
"Unfortunately, of course it hurt a lot because of what happened like that," Jhay replied sadly to mama. They talked a lot more, so I didn't realize I fell asleep listening to their story. I just woke up and I was alone again and I didn't know what time it was.
I still can't face Mama yet, and I'm not ready to talk to her. Neither is Miggy. So, despite everything that had happened, my plan to get away from them first to be able to meditate still did not change.
I slowly got up and felt around to make sure I was the only one in the room. When I was sure, I tried to remove the needle attached to my hand. It was unavoidable that I would bleed because I removed the needle that was stuck in the vein, but I ignored it. I went to the cabinet and looked at the contents. Fortunately, I saw the bag, then I saw my clothes, so I quickly got dressed. I felt a pain in my right chest when I put on the t-shirt, so I was stunned for a moment. But I continued dressing when the pain subsided.
They can't reach me here because it will be hard for me to leave when that happens. This is the best opportunity for me to get away and get away from them for a while. Even though the truth is, I don't know where I'm going. As long as nothing changes in my mind, I'll leave and get away first. Because I haven't been able to deal with them all yet.
Luckily, the hallway was very quiet when I peeked at the door. So I simply walked but with a little speed to make sure they didn't catch up to me. When I got to the end of the hallway, I saw the elevator, but I decided not to ride it because I might run into any of the difficulties mentioned above. That might be the reason why I can't go on with what I want to happen.
I felt pain in my chest and weakness, but I ignored it and continued down the stairs. I knew my wound hadn't healed yet and I hadn't had enough rest in the past few weeks. But I have to do it for myself because I have nothing else to do to get away from them all, for the time being.
I kept going down until I fell into the parking lot. I looked all around before I continued walking to make sure no one was there. But I saw a man with his back turned and he was talking on his cellphone. Not far from where he was standing, I saw a car lighting up and I thought of him. So I slowly crawled into the car to get in the back seat just to speed up my exit from the hospital.
It's a good thing that the weather agrees with me because the engine is already running but it's just waiting because someone is still talking or maybe it's still waiting for someone. I carefully opened the back door and then rode. I fitted myself to the bottom of the seat so I could not be seen immediately. And in case they ever see me, I'm sure we're already away from the hospital.
I also waited a few minutes before I heard footsteps approaching the car. I opened the door, got in, and drove out of the parking lot. Fortunately, the inside of the car was a bit dark and he was going to drive just right because it was raining heavily. How many times did the car stop because of traffic, or maybe because of floods? Only weak music serves as noise inside the car as it runs.
I don't know how many minutes or hours passed before I felt the car stop and parked it.
Before the owner of the car could finally get out, I decided to show up so that I could at least thank him even though he didn't know that I was riding in his car. So I got up a lot and…
"Hello," I said, blushing, waving at her in front of me.
"Shit! What the hell? " He exclaimed in surprise, his eyes widening as he looked back at me in the rearview mirror.
"I'm sorry I rode without saying goodbye," I said nervously.
Who are you? How did you get here? "he asked in tough English, looking behind him at the same time. I knew he was angry based on his face.
"Sorry. Don't worry, I'm not a bad person. I also had no bad intentions, purely, I just really rode so I could escape there to the hospital. Then don't worry, you are not responsible for me because I voluntarily got into your car without saying goodbye. "Although I was nervous, it was good because I was able to explain properly what I wanted to say.
"What the fuck…?" he shouted. Then he hurried out of the car and opened the back door for me.
"Get the hell out of my car! Get out now! " He shouted at me again. I could not answer in great fear because of her screaming. So I took immediate action to get out of his car. I saw him furious at what I did. I saw his jaws tighten and his stare at me become very sharp. If his stare at me was just deadly, I would probably be suffering now.
"Who the hell are you?" he shouted when I finally got out of his car.
"Just a moment. In a moment, I will introduce myself and explain, 'just don't shout at me because I'm not deaf,' "The previous fear I felt was replaced by annoyance with her. So even though I was still a little weak, I was forced to raise my voice.
"It's like we're very close to each other, but if you can shout, don't!"
"Really? You have the guts to retort me? " He stuck his question at me.
"It's not like that. 'Just don't shout, I'll tell you if I just get in your car without saying goodbye,' I said calmly.
"Didn't you think I might be some kind of a bad guy?" He was still moaning and then folded his arms as he looked at me from head to toe.
"I never thought about it before because the only thing that was important to me was to get away from my chaotic life. Because I'm not ready to face my family yet, I want to think first. So I'm sorry, if I just rode in your car without saying goodbye. Then now that I see you, you are not a bad person, "I explained.
"You know what, Miss, I care about your issue with your family! I don't want my name to be labeled as a fucking kidnapper! Because I'm sure that if your family finds out you were gone in that fucking hospital and that you're here with me, they'll charge me and file a case of kidnapping against me! "he shouted at me again.
"Just wait for your advance to think. Nothing like that, okay? I'm sure nothing like that will happen, because first of all, you didn't force me to get in your car, did you? I myself crawled closer to your car and then rode carefully so that you would not notice while you were turning around and busy talking on your cellphone. "
"The fuck? You're making me crazy! You're unbelievable! Do you think they believe you, huh? " I have very little strength left because I feel even weaker as I talk to this Englishman. My chest hurt so much that I couldn't stop myself from touching it.
I noticed him looking at me, startled.
"You're fucking bleeding!" I'm also impressed with this person. Not only is he rude, he's also rich when he swears.
"O-I'm okay. Just don't shout at me because I'm getting weaker when you shout at me. "
"Are you fucking kidding me?"