❖ Chapter 3: Things You Already Know
They slept under the ruined mill for three nights in a row.
The roof had caved years ago, but the stone walls still held heat from the day. Enough to keep the wind off.
Havella pulled her cloak tighter around her shoulders.
Jio had no cloak. Just the same worn tunic he always wore, full of patched holes and quiet patience.
He didn't complain. She noticed.
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"You're not gonna ask?"
She said it with her back to him.
The moon was silver and cracked, low in the sky. The kind of moon that made broken things look beautiful.
"About what?" Jio asked.
"You know what."
She shifted, turned enough that he could see the outline of her face. Hard lines. Scar across her chin. Eyes like she hadn't slept in a year.
"I'm not a man," she said, flatly.
Jio blinked. Then looked back down at the piece of dried root he'd been gnawing.
"I know."
She narrowed her eyes. "How?"
He shrugged. "Does it matter?"
There was a long silence.
Then, softly:
"…No. I guess not."
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Later, she spoke again. This time, slower.
"You ever hear of the Realms?"
Jio didn't answer right away. He traced a finger along the dirt beside his leg, drawing lazy circles.
"Old folks talk about them," he said. "Say they're where the lucky ones go."
She snorted. "The lucky ones. Right."
He glanced at her.
"You think they're real?"
She didn't respond immediately. Her expression shifted — not doubt, not belief. Something else. Like a weight being adjusted in her chest.
"I've seen pieces," she murmured. "Not the way you'd think. Not gates in the sky or glowing doors. Just... strange people. People who don't seem like they belong in this world. People who forget to breathe sometimes."
She looked at him.
"Like you."
Jio blinked. "Me?"
"You act like you're waiting for something," she said. "But you don't know what. You help people who wouldn't piss on you if you were burning. You don't flinch when someone says something cruel. You're too calm. Like you've already lived through the worst."
He was quiet.
Then:
"Maybe I have."
She stared at him a long while.
Then looked away.
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They didn't speak for the rest of the night.
But they sat close enough that the wind couldn't slip between them.
When Havella dozed off, her head tilted lightly against his shoulder.
He didn't move.
He just looked up at the stars — cracked, uneven, impossibly far —
and wondered if they were windows to somewhere else.
Somewhere better.
Somewhere real.
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End of Chapter 3
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