Bai Zhi had always been contemplating how to make herself better, to avoid repeating the life she had led in her previous existence.
That's why, often, what others saw was the fruit of her hard work.
She must be sensible, diligent, and understanding.
She told others to be brave and be themselves, to not care about the opinions of others, yet she did the exact opposite.
Because she did not allow herself to fail or let others see her in a poor light.
But she too had emotions, especially lately.
Her mood had been particularly bad recently.
From Ye Xiu to Bai Fei, each had dealt her a heavy blow.
It made her start to doubt whether it was because she was too kind, too understanding that everyone thought she lacked temper.
"Is it because I'm too easygoing that they all think I should always keep soothing them, that I shouldn't have my own emotions?!"
