Actually, holding on was simply her being true to herself, eventually sinking into the darkness those fears, pains, and hatreds were all left behind in her modern life.
Having experienced a different life, she had let go of a lot, realizing that many things need not be difficult for her.
"You know, if you keep expecting and living through fears, hatred, and despair, you'll never be able to move on.
When you desperately desire love from others, you immediately lower yourself.
Why should I rely on others to love me? Can't I love myself?
Look, a delicious hotpot or a tasty juice can make me feel wonderful.
Of course, if you add a good book to that, I'd feel even more amazing."
With a smile on her lips, Bai Zhi made it impossible for the reporter to believe she had gone through those things.
"Alright, let's change the topic, shall we? About losing weight?"
As Bai Zhi looked up, she saw the reporter was already in tears—wow, this young man does cry easily.
