Zhang Zhentian knew all too well deep inside her heart that she had no place in his heart now; perhaps she could never retrieve her true self, the one who was most beloved by her!
Even if she died right now, he wouldn't care, he wouldn't even ask. He had become more heartless than her, achieving complete indifference, disregarding everything.
Sometimes she truly felt terrified of herself, for numbing her own heart, for losing track of what she truly wanted. Only after losing over and over did she realize that all she ever wanted was him.
The human heart is truly incomparable, the more she compared, the more she hurt herself, repeatedly injuring herself all over. What kind of ending did she achieve? It only made her life worse.
It was only when she finally figured everything out that she realized it was already too late.
