I never know that loving someone so much comes with an immense pain especially when that someone doubts you and has trust issues about you. She was the first and praying to God the last women I felt this feeling for the feeling of love between man and woman a relationship built on God being the foundation.
But I hate that whenever we had an argument and I know that she's hurt I just can't stop the tears from rolling and I can't stop feeling the pain that I cannot explain.
It has been nearly 8 years since my last relationship and that last relationship was when I was at 9th grade a puppy love you could say.
My current relationship is the first serious relationship I have I already introduced her to my family and she already knows them.
I love her to the point that every time we're together I just want to hug her and be with her. I don't want to argue with her because I know that she will be emotionally hurt and I hate it but I don't know howw long I can take it. I love her to death that's what I'm sure about.