"The most important thing in the world is family and love."
This quote is a wonderful saying many families use to tell their children how important families and love are this quote means family and love are more important than anything else in this world.
Well usually that would be the case but not for me; for me, my family was something that killed me and my love for them betrayed me.
When I was young I and my family were all living happily together we brothers would never fight but when I started third grade my brother started abusing me physically and mentally that was when my suffering began.
Every day after that day was like hell I was beaten to a bloody pulp due to it I had gotten scars all over my arms and legs and even some on my torso this continued on for 2 years.
I asked my parents for help but they did nothing to stop my brothers from torturing me so my suffering continued eventually my will to live dwindled so I chose the easy way out of this suffering suicide.
This wasn't my first attempt at suicide I had done one In the past but my previous attempt failed but this time It wouldn't succeed either so my hellish days continued worse than ever before.
These hellish days continued until I reached grade 7 at this point I could fight back against my brothers so they couldn't abuse me as much physically so they did more mental abuse which caused my mental health to deteriorate.
At this point in my life, I needed something to save me from mental abuse that was the time I got into manga they were so fun to read it was like they made all my troubles disappear but when I wasn't reading them I would have a feeling of insurmountable boredom and nothing could get rid of it.
I tried to make goals for myself like becoming a doctor to rekindle my will to live and It helped soon I started working towards that goal I put a lot of effort into it and I felt happy for once In my life.
When I reached university I died not due to an accident or anything like that but due to my brothers. They killed me and they made it as painful as possible they tortured me for a week then murdered me In cold blood.
My parents didn't see me for a week but didn't even call the authorities It was like they didn't care at all I should've moved out that's what I thought at that time.
"The most important thing in the world is family and love." This is the reason I hate this quote because I believed It and died due to it.
But then I woke up in some unknown place and there was some angelic being and it said "You will be reincarnated" at that moment I thought what utter bullshit but I would soon realize that the angelic being was saying the truth.
"Reincarnation process complete" The angelic being said but at that point, I still thought this was some dream before my imminent death or some type of hallucinogen my brothers used on me so I said nothing the whole time.
I fell unconscious after those words so I don't know most of what happened but all I could hear was some type of demonic voice after that I woke up again In a place I didn't know at all and saw some status screen you would see in a game so I started reading it.
====================Status=======================
Name: John Smith(Original Name: " ")
Race: Human
Sex: Male
Age: 16
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Stats:
Strength: E (Trash)
Stamina: E+(Bit better than trash but still trash)
Intelligence: A+(Well at least It looks like you're smart)
Magical power: D+(Average I guess)
Dexterity: S(What we're doing with your hands huh)
Luck: F-(Well understandable)
Impiety: 0(+0.1)(Normal)
Divinity: 0.1(Why do you have divinity how can trash be a god)
Charm: A+(It looks like you have good looks)
Potential: Unknown
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Overall stats review:
Your Strength and Stamina are trash and the rest are fine we don't your potential so try your best with these stats okay.
Extra stats that are gained by titles are not included in the rating.
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Titles: Crazy Suicidal Maniac
Effects: Impiety Increased By 0.1 Chance of dying Increased Mental resistance decreased, Fear resistance increased
Job: Not Chosen(Say job options to choose)
Skills: Sprint
Unique Skills: None
Job skills: None
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I thought about what to do next for a long time maybe even a few hours because this time I wanted to live a long life and I needed to think about what to do about surviving I was In a forest I didn't know what type of monsters could be lurking deeper in the forest.
So I thought the best course of action would be to open the Job options.
"Job options"
I said while being excited over the prospect of this because I had read this In manga over a million times at this point It was cliche but If it happened to you in real-life how could you not be excited.
"Showing Job options"
A Robot type like voice said devoid of any emotion
======================Job Options=========================
Sorceror(common-rank):-
+1 Rank in stats for Magical power
Requirements: F+ Magical power
Skills will be attained after class is picked
Swordsman(uncommon-rank):-
+1 Rank in stats for Strength and stamina
Requirements: none
Skills will be attained after class is picked
God's apostle(Legendary):
+2 ranks all stats
Requirements: Above 0 Divinity
Skills will be attained after class is picked
Evil God's apostle(Legendary):
+3 ranks all stats
Requirements: Above 0 impiety
Skills will be attained after class is picked
Suicidal Warrior(Mythical):
+2 ranks all stats
Unique Skill: Regression 24 hours after death
Requirement: Crazy Suicidal Maniac Title.
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I thought for a while but It didn't take much time for me to pick which Job I would take the Job I choose was Suicidal warrior it gives you a regression skill that will be essential for my survival.
"Choose Job Suicidal warrior"
"Job chosen"
"Confirmation (Y/N)"
"Yes"
"Open Status bar to see new stats and skills"
"Open Status Bar"
I said while having an excited look it was like I became a kid again.
To be continued.