My name is June and i am currently watching the night sky remembering all the best and worst times of my life.
I still remember the first time i fell in love. It was the day of my 17 birthday so I ran away from my grouphome and was smoking with my friend at his apartment. i made a joke about how if only he had girls over. Then suddenly someone knocked at the door. We looked at eachother at the same time and i laughed as I left the room to answer the door. It was almost 2 am so i knew it wasn't anyone important.
When i opened the door i was greeted by a kid from the grouphome i ran away from. I asked what he wanted and if he knew what time it was. He slightly moved his face to the left then two girls walked into view. I was decently high but when I saw the first girl walk into view, I sobered up almost instantly. Before realizing it i had gestured them in and shouted to my friend who was lighting another blunt in the room that a couple girls and a dude were coming in.
I looked at the kid who was still standing at the doorway and asked if he was gonna stay there or come inside. He rushed in and i closed the door behind him before walking to the room. I saw my friend who had lit the blunt without me and whined while gesturing him to pass it to me. I inhaled a few puffs then looked at the three who sat awkwardly on the floor of the room. The girls looked confused as if the kid didn't tell them what they were doing.
I looked at the kid and asked if he wanted to smoke as i handed him the blunt. I told the girls they were more than welcome to aswell they're faces lit up as if they were waiting for those words. I laughed and then spoke to the one who caught my eye I told her she reminded me of a friend i had in middle school named Andrea but she got offended. She told me not to compare her to other girls in a snap.
Surprised at her reaction I apologized then turned on the tv and dimmed the lights. I asked the group what kind of movie they wanted to watch. The five of us agreed on an old Chucky movie right as it started the kid got up then looked at the girls and asked if they had to go home. I quickly stopped him and asked if they could give me they're phone numbers before leaving. They agreed ones name was Sarah and the one who caught my eyes name was Noemi.
Immediatly after i looked at the kid and asked the girls if they wanted to stay the night. The kid pushed for them to leave saying that the girls parents would worry. He didn't give them a chance to answer so I first glanced at Noemi then looked at Sarah and asked what they thought. Sarah said that she didn't know her way around and that her parents really would worry. Noemi looked at the kid then at me and said she really didn't want to go home but that she didn't want to leave her friend alone. I looked at the kid and said he should take her home and then go back to the grouphome. He looked at Noemi with an irritated look in his eyes then he looked at me and agreed.
I told him i would make sure to take her home the next day then I turned the lights back off and looked at my friend who was asleep on his bed in the next room. I walked back to the room where Noemi was and asked if she was ok with chucky, she agreed so i started it and sat on the couch watching together with her. The movie was not keeping me entertained at all but Noemi's eyes were glued to the screen. I ended up falling asleep while leaning on the couches arm rest. I began to dream of an old house i lived in with my adoptive mom as a child. I was looking at my mom pick a tv channel when she looked back at me, smiled then lightly kissed me on the cheek.
I realized when i woke up that in my half asleep daze i was making out with Noemi on that two person couch with the sounds of screams from the movie playing in the background. It didn't take long for me to fully wake up when i realized what i was doing. Noemi must have noticed because she moved her head and asked if i was ok. I agreed then moved my hands along her back and face as she leaned in once again.