As I look back into my past
I see myself being lonely
But right now in the present
I see myself with company
Laughter and joy took away
All those scary thoughts in me
I thank everyone who helped me
To escape the pit of isolation
But it all changed this year
Some people want me to sacrifice my joy
In order to pursue something
Way too extreme for me
I want things balanced
But they do not understand
I am left with no choice
But to forget the bliss
I pushed my negative thoughts away
And looked at my pit of loneliness
I smiled at it and said
Hello old friend, I'm back